I want to find someone who loves me, I am tired of putting myself out there and I keep getting rejected. I’m trying to be vulnerable and honest but with that comes a chance of getting hurt again.

I love my ex still. I realize I was wrong to throw away a good relationship. I broke up with her after a year of being in a pandemic together. The stress and depression became too much to handle for me and I thought the grass would be greener on the other side, but I was wrong. I never told her how anxious I was getting, just bottled it all up. Then one day I dumped her.

She loved me, I broke her heart. These days I’m the one reaching out and getting ignored.

I don’t know if I’ll ever find someone as beautiful, as caring, as loving as her. I don’t know how to find peace with myself, I am hurting so much.

I don’t want to Lil Loaded myself, I remember thinking how obvious it was not to kill yourself over a girl but some days it feels not so obvious.

Lil Loaded

Just got to take it easy man
Love comes to you in ways you dont expect

Real

Send her some flowers

Then you get into a 5+ year relationship that died after year two and now you’re stuck with her cause you live together and it is the financially right thing to do so you deal with it

Gonna marry her

You need to leave wtf lmao f*** finances

f*** hoes

eventually love will come.

Op just like me fr

This is a serious topic please don’t troll I’m in a sensitive place right now

All the memories I look back on, I could have appreciated her way more. Hindsight is a b****. The little fights are never worth it

NEVER BOTTLE UP AND EXPLODE ON PEOPLE ITS NOT FAIR

hope its a learning experience for you. tbh fighting for a relationship is always nice if you wanna hit her up

You need to heal man. Feel like guys take longer to actually heal from hurt than women. Relationships usually come when you least expect it. I’m in a similar scenario but think I’m going to pick up some more hobbies and travel more this summer. Love life and yourself before you try to love someone else

Whatever you do don’t listen to this guy^
Life isn’t a disney movie. Women don’t like to be fought for, it shows neediness.

As much as it may hurt to acknowledge, I can almost garauntee you another nigga is blowing her back out @op

Women outwardly express and release their emotions much better than men which allows them to move on faster, whereas men sit with the pain and sadness and let it rot them away

i was pretty hurt over a 5 year relationship that ended, and as much as i never believed it would, time really did heal

wish you the best

That and support system is much better. That's why tons of men have depression lingering

I’m sorry 😞

Can't force it man, if it happens it happens