Not Like Josuke

4y

Ngl sometimes I don’t be believing y’all niggas

Pistol

4y

Were you like sexually violated? Why did it ruin your life? Sorry if too personal a question

SecretGarden

4y

When I was 15 I got violated by an older guy who ruined my life and everything changed for me. I became a lot colder crueler and distant when I used to be a bundle of warmth and love and kindness. I also became someone who refused to let anyone get too close to me or know the real me so they couldn't do what he did again.

Thing is. I think I've lost sight of any single identity.

I'm a writer. A musician. A d*** dealer. A womanizer apparently. I'm gender neutral. Facebook Famous. A local democrat who registered people to vote. A computer whiz with coding skills.

I moderate different discords with completely different interests from Sonic the Hedgehog all the way to Civil War history.

I have so many interests and so many different communities I'm in. It's because I want to have so much going on that no one can really grab the real me. But it's given me so many identity crises it's not even funny.

Am I still that sweet boy who like girly stuff and writing and talking about deep conversations with people for new truths? Or am I a s*** who goes through men and women like they're water and always trying to get a new one? Am I a d*** dealer who you shouldn't f*** around with? Or am I this soft poet who has a deep understanding of the world and wants to make it a better place.

I REALLY don't know who I am and the amount of absurd stuff I get into makes people think I be making stuff up.

Last year I went to colorado to make a 10k deal with someone, I was part of a local rappers enterouge and went to stripper parties and f***ed bad b****es, I worked on an album, I went to Miami and met a stripper who became my friend and paid me to drive her around to different guys. And I had Steven Universe as my most listened to artist of the year.

These are all things that happened and that's just the stuff that I want to post because it has the most plausibility. I literally find myself in insane situations all the time and I know it's on me but I don't even know how it happens. It's part of how deeply I've hidden myself off so people don't feel bad sharing things we me because I don't make close circle friendships.

I think something is wrong with me and I don't know what but it's driving me insane. What should I do?

Tezzzz

4y

This 🤣

6isco

4y

goddam the first sentece alone is dark af

wishing you the best for your mental healt @op

SecretGarden

4y

thanks bro, healing is a long process that even an apology from him hasn't and won't just fix but i'll get through this

Ooo

4y

Euphoria character

SecretGarden

4y

When I was 15 I got violated by an older guy who ruined my life and everything changed for me. I became a lot colder crueler and distant when I used to be a bundle of warmth and love and kindness. I also became someone who refused to let anyone get too close to me or know the real me so they couldn't do what he did again.

Thing is. I think I've lost sight of any single identity.

I'm a writer. A musician. A d*** dealer. A womanizer apparently. I'm gender neutral. Facebook Famous. A local democrat who registered people to vote. A computer whiz with coding skills.

I moderate different discords with completely different interests from Sonic the Hedgehog all the way to Civil War history.

I have so many interests and so many different communities I'm in. It's because I want to have so much going on that no one can really grab the real me. But it's given me so many identity crises it's not even funny.

Am I still that sweet boy who like girly stuff and writing and talking about deep conversations with people for new truths? Or am I a s*** who goes through men and women like they're water and always trying to get a new one? Am I a d*** dealer who you shouldn't f*** around with? Or am I this soft poet who has a deep understanding of the world and wants to make it a better place.

I REALLY don't know who I am and the amount of absurd stuff I get into makes people think I be making stuff up.

Last year I went to colorado to make a 10k deal with someone, I was part of a local rappers enterouge and went to stripper parties and f***ed bad b****es, I worked on an album, I went to Miami and met a stripper who became my friend and paid me to drive her around to different guys. And I had Steven Universe as my most listened to artist of the year.

These are all things that happened and that's just the stuff that I want to post because it has the most plausibility. I literally find myself in insane situations all the time and I know it's on me but I don't even know how it happens. It's part of how deeply I've hidden myself off so people don't feel bad sharing things we me because I don't make close circle friendships.

I think something is wrong with me and I don't know what but it's driving me insane. What should I do?

Not Like Josuke

4y

Ngl sometimes I don’t be believing y’all niggas

Philips

4y

@​A24 I think this should be your next movie

SecretGarden

4y

I'm just afraid of letting anyone get too close to me ever again after what he did

Niggamortis

4y

Look inside yourself, you are more than what you have become.

You must take your place in the circle of life.