Yeah I'm a comedy writer. Really good one too IMO.

I think I just need to figure out what makes me happiest and focus on those people.

I've been writing a sitcom scripts about all the false realities I daydream about it idk if that would be something that would benefit you or u maybe wanna work together

What do you mean. Are u saying you caant do ktt, discord, be a writer and other s***? This is normal life s***, what I'm getting from you is that you think you have a different personality when you talk about these topics which might be a case of dissociative personality disorder, I dont wanna diagnose you but that's what I'm gettin from you.

You're allowed to have multiple sides to you're personality dude relax.

wow OP said he was sexually assaulted as a minor and folks are just lighting him up all through this thread smh worst behavior 👎

OP I hope things get better for you. based on your post, you sound like a smart, a***ytical person with a lot of interesting stories to tell. this identity crisis you’re going through happens to everyone at some point in their lives, but it’s even worse in your case because you’ve experienced heavy trauma.

have you tried seeking therapy? if so, did it help? if not, that’s okay bc it’s definitely not for everyone and there are a lot of bad therapis out there

That's what I mean I act like a completely different person around different people

I've been writing heavy for years now and one of my goals in the next two years is to get something out but I'll for sure share some of what I've done with you when I'm more prepared.

Be yourself. If you tryna pander to your Sonic the hedgehog discord community and put on an act for em it's not worth questioning your sanity and s***. Hope this helps

this is a perfect example of why your parents criticise you so much, they raised a b**** nigga & it hurts them

@op watch soul

I'm trying to get better at writing comedy, its throwing me off because i'm pretty funny in real life and with my friends it just comes out so weird when i'm doing it for script. Also just enjoying writing drama more

write a screenplay

This guy who added this girl he knew I liked and paid her to sext him was friends with a therapist and the guy used a bunch of different psychological techniques to get people against me when I could have gotten his friend arrested so I don't trust those people, no.

You was gonna end up like this regardless

Another sg thread

Bet

Yes I am tortured and haunted

I wasn't like this before so I doubt it. I used to be able to stay places because I was able to open myself up.

Great film.

You should go to therapy if you can

OP go to therapy, ktt ain’t the place to solve this issues lol

Really don't trust those guys