imdoinf

4y

This doesn't even come off as a troll lmao wtf is funny about this thread at all? Succanut 😘

genghiskharti

4y

idk bro but pls stop making fake threads on relationship sxn. seek help🙏

A Mad Ass Nigga

4y

Bro y’all going crazy itt

Is op a troll or something

tbw

4y

Ktt’s number 1 fantasy literature writer back at it again

tbw

4y

Well known that op just be at home scheming about what new made up story to post on ktt

SecretGarden

4y

Its funny how your friend confirmed the story about the guy paying that girl he knew I liked to sext them happened yet you still harass me.

tbw

4y

What “friend” are you even talking about
You been harassing this whole website with ur constant troll threads

im protesting

4y

@op

I opened the setting to accept friend request from everyone

user7453754PF#5761

SecretGarden

4y

You realize you could block me right grown man

tbw

4y

You realize you can stop trolling ktt right grown man

tbw

4y

What “friend” are you even talking about
You been harassing this whole website with ur constant troll threads

MAMBA

4y

Is this the sequel to that m night shamalom movie about personalities and one of them was a Kanye stan

Creasy

4y

i feel like op got enough to write 5 of them b****es by hisself

6isco

4y

i didnt read past the first sentence

Warren Peace

4y

wow OP said he was sexually assaulted as a minor and folks are just lighting him up all through this thread smh worst behavior 👎

OP I hope things get better for you. based on your post, you sound like a smart, a***ytical person with a lot of interesting stories to tell. this identity crisis you’re going through happens to everyone at some point in their lives, but it’s even worse in your case because you’ve experienced heavy trauma.

have you tried seeking therapy? if so, did it help? if not, that’s okay bc it’s definitely not for everyone and there are a lot of bad therapis out there

Soo Diff

4y

You can be the editor

SecretGarden

4y

When I was 15 I got violated by an older guy who ruined my life and everything changed for me. I became a lot colder crueler and distant when I used to be a bundle of warmth and love and kindness. I also became someone who refused to let anyone get too close to me or know the real me so they couldn't do what he did again.

Thing is. I think I've lost sight of any single identity.

I'm a writer. A musician. A d*** dealer. A womanizer apparently. I'm gender neutral. Facebook Famous. A local democrat who registered people to vote. A computer whiz with coding skills.

I moderate different discords with completely different interests from Sonic the Hedgehog all the way to Civil War history.

I have so many interests and so many different communities I'm in. It's because I want to have so much going on that no one can really grab the real me. But it's given me so many identity crises it's not even funny.

Am I still that sweet boy who like girly stuff and writing and talking about deep conversations with people for new truths? Or am I a s*** who goes through men and women like they're water and always trying to get a new one? Am I a d*** dealer who you shouldn't f*** around with? Or am I this soft poet who has a deep understanding of the world and wants to make it a better place.

I REALLY don't know who I am and the amount of absurd stuff I get into makes people think I be making stuff up.

Last year I went to colorado to make a 10k deal with someone, I was part of a local rappers enterouge and went to stripper parties and f***ed bad b****es, I worked on an album, I went to Miami and met a stripper who became my friend and paid me to drive her around to different guys. And I had Steven Universe as my most listened to artist of the year.

These are all things that happened and that's just the stuff that I want to post because it has the most plausibility. I literally find myself in insane situations all the time and I know it's on me but I don't even know how it happens. It's part of how deeply I've hidden myself off so people don't feel bad sharing things we me because I don't make close circle friendships.

I think something is wrong with me and I don't know what but it's driving me insane. What should I do?