If you’re without work at the moment I agree with the others. Nows a good time to focus on different things while you have the time.

Your body & health
Honestly maybe even some reading. Nothing crazy I just think it’s good to get away from people and be alone with your thoughts.

Our 20s are full of highs & lows. For all of us. Some of the lows are really low but remind yourself that there definitely are better days so just put your head down and get thru it.

@selah
Just checking up on you
How’s it been since yesterday

Stay strong ur a beautiful soul and the world loves your presence. We r all special here on ktt this is the home of amazing creatives and genuine hearts. U will find ur light in this life

1. Go to bed by 10pm even if it requires tylonel PM

2. Wake up by 6am

3. Clean up your homestead

4. Try to workout

5. Try to find video related work online

Life f***ing sucks and theres no light at the end of the tunnel. I aint gotta lie to you op unlike everyone else.

Bro grow up

You’re going through a dive period, no one is immune to life’s trials and tribulations

We all go through it

It’s not about how hard you fall but how you get back up

Also abusing those d**** and short term pleasures are the reason you feel like s***, it’s a quick high and escapes much like the short term boosts caffeine gives you

Stop crying and this nonsense and go fight the good fight

You get the energy YOU put out

you can't kill yourself

you'll go down as the p**** who gave up in your family and curse your father's last name

DONT DO IT!

Time heals all wounds just as long as ur here with us and taking it day by day you're making progress and doing the right thing

Try and find a side hustle that fulfills you, and brings you some sort of small income. Like flipping clothes from garage sales/thrifts, or making jewelry and selling it on an etsy store. Just something that can occupy your time, and create some opportunities for happiness, as well as income. Don't fret brother, if you feel as if you're at your rock bottom, things can only get better from here. We all go through stages where we're unsure of ourselves, and where we feel horrible, but I just know deep down that this life is worth living, and you probably don't even realize how blessed you are! Your relationship with your mother may be discouraging, but some people aren't fortunate enough to have a mother at all, or be able to find love as you have. We're all in this together, just take it one step at a time. YOU WILL BE OKAY. As long as you have your health, the world is yours.

I take it as a good sign that OP hasn't been on here since yesterday, probably getting his stuff together.
Go go OP! :)

Hey , it’s 7am here , I wake up early because I couldn’t finish cleaning my house yesterday. ( my house really is a mess )

I'm finishing it today and at 4pm I’m going to go a consult to take my drivers license, and try to run a little.

Yesterday was a little hard I saw myself stopping a lot, and just going straight to the sofa. But I manage to leave the home to buy some food and go to the drivers school to start on my drivers license.

So I hope today is going to be a better day. Love you all.

baby steps fam

you'll get it right If you put your mind to it

Thank you so much for all the hope and for the strength

I'm not answering everyone one by one so i can focus right now but later I’ll be here, i love you all thank you

Thank you ❤️

If u end up killing yourself make sure to give all ur money to charity so bank doesn't get it and have a kid so he has a superhero origin story

Idk what to tell you, but i hope you find the streng within yourself to move on

good steps. drivers license is important!

: (( man im really sorry

the only thing i can really help u on (maybe ur already aware or its j not applicable) is uhhh u can go to the dmv and get a nondriving drivers license if u just need an id

it does cost money to process tho which might be an issue

and you need like some sorta other proofs of identity and address

stay strong!!!!!! it really is just about the little things u chip away at every day and building routines around that so things don't become overwhelming, at least in my experience

but never blame urself for your faults and things you don't do, you really have to forgive yourself or or u will feel and more negatively about yoruself

Keep up your effort bro we know you can do it

Clean your room
Get a simple job like a dishwasher or mailman while you look for one you like.

What country you located in?

Hey OP i'm just a few years younger than you and I have the same anxiety about driving. I've done all my logbook hours (100) over 8 years but i've yet to take the test. One step at a time bro and f*** everyone else's pace. Going through a job slump myself too. Personally i've found doing a sport and a creative hobby are the only things keeping me in check with a proper routine.

Portugal

King. Sweden here