OPDec 10, 2019·1 reply@Ellinia you're such a dope person thanks for the good energy , much love to you
Ellinia 🍰Dec 10, 2019SELAH@Ellinia you're such a dope person thanks for the good energy , much love to you
Much love back❤ I'm happy to see you updating the thread. I think many others who might be feeling the same way can get some encouragement and strength from you. Glad you made this thread.
Dec 11, 2019·1 replySELAH· editedi will probably be bullied here for making this thread, my life is a complete mess
my father died 10 years ago when I was 17, and now im making the same mistakes he's making, im living alone because I have a toxic relationship with my mother, I studied cinema and arts, even directed some music videos and worked in television for I don't know how many years, now I lost my job and im almost without money and I just don't know what to do anymore, anytime I have any money I spend it stupidly on futile things or d**** that make things feel a little better for a while but I always end up worse
I tried therapy and It didn't work, I'm in love with this girl and we are dating, but even with her I'm fighting my urge to not do self-destructive things like cheating on her just to feel something more.
My house is f***ing disgusting, my life is terrible, the girl that I love will probably see that I'm a mess eventually, I'm in deep pain, I'm almost broke, and I can barely talk to my mother.
Everybody see's me smiling and I dress fresh and look good, so they think im doing ok. In reality I'm a f***ing mess, I have a Mac Miller tattoo on my arm and on the other one I have written "I feel like that" in reference to the Kanye song.
Even here I get too emotional about things. I can't get a f***ing job, because at my area everybody now asks for a driver's license and I don't have one because im anxious, I'm giving up on life.
I'm writing this here don't really know why, maybe somebody has a similar story or I hear something that makes me feel a little bit better.
I'm desperate, I don't have strength to leave the f***ing couch anymore most of the time.
Update:
17/1/2020
since someone bumped this thread, I would like to say my life is a lot better now...
I started a new job, almost finished my drivers license and me and my girl are still in a strong loving relationship , thank you all for your support
cant be that bad.
youre 27 and found a girl
im 27 turning 28 and i cant find a girl.have too low self esteem and nothing interesting about me.
im a manchild at this point- OPDec 11, 2019schizoidkid
cant be that bad.
youre 27 and found a girl
im 27 turning 28 and i cant find a girl.have too low self esteem and nothing interesting about me.
im a manchild at this pointthere's nothing wrong with being a man child, or childish if that is how you really are
if you're a good person you will find someone who will like you
and of course there are interesting things about you, you're just now showing them because of your low self-esteem
think about things you want and can improve about yourself and try to do them , it helps a lot
my life isn't the best right now,
but like from 6th to the 9th grade I was bullied every single day,
I was a weirdo who didn't care how he dressed or looked and I had a high pitched voice so everybody called me fa gg ot and would beat me every day, I had no friends.
When I went to the 10th grade I changed schools, my voice got deeper, I completely changed the way I looked and started getting a lot of girls.
Funny thing I was probably happier when I was bullied than I am now. But the thing I want to tell you is you can discover how to be appealing easily.
This depressed a****** who was being beaten everyday and got no friends started getting mad p****. So why can't you? You go it bro.
one of my closest friends lost his virginity at 25, he didn't know how to talk to girls and even if I tried to help he would always act weird, everyday he got confident with one, and now he gets any girl he wants, but funny thing when he's with me he only talks about Star Wars and Marvel and games, he's still 15 in his head.
So nothing wrong with being a man child.
- Dec 11, 2019·1 reply
thread full of great advice should b stickied for anyone who ever feels like this
Dec 11, 2019Amazing thread fr
Dec 11, 2019CKL TMLis that all you got of his long ass post? lol
Ofc you know men ain’t s***
- Dec 14, 2019
I feel like that all the time
- Dec 14, 2019user
thread full of great advice should b stickied for anyone who ever feels like this
- Ellinia 🍰Dec 14, 2019
Dropping by to share some positivity and good vibes in this thread. I hope things are going well. Don't panic if you encounter some setbacks, return your focus to your goal. You got this.
Dec 14, 2019hey op what’s ur header from?
- Dec 14, 2019
You’re giving away your power to the the past and present issues. You are in control you have the power this is your story. Stop letting others direct your life bro. Take control of it and don’t let someone else steal your future potential whether it’s your mom or someone else. You gotta believe in yourself bro this is what champions are made of now get up and show the world who you are. Go get your license fam and if you love your girl tell her you love her. Be the light that you want to see in the world it starts with you!
Dec 15, 2019U don’t have a state id? Unless it’s a job that explicitly involves driving why would u need a drivers license
Dec 15, 2019We're still here, friend. Don't forget about this thread when you're happy again!
- Dec 15, 2019
ROVOIf this ain’t a pasta you just gotta stick it out homie
life is all about crests and falls and one without the other isn’t possible
you got a girl that you love and a mother that probably cares regardless of your relationship. just ride it out and a crest will come
Jan 17, 2020·1 replySELAH· editedi will probably be bullied here for making this thread, my life is a complete mess
my father died 10 years ago when I was 17, and now im making the same mistakes he's making, im living alone because I have a toxic relationship with my mother, I studied cinema and arts, even directed some music videos and worked in television for I don't know how many years, now I lost my job and im almost without money and I just don't know what to do anymore, anytime I have any money I spend it stupidly on futile things or d**** that make things feel a little better for a while but I always end up worse
I tried therapy and It didn't work, I'm in love with this girl and we are dating, but even with her I'm fighting my urge to not do self-destructive things like cheating on her just to feel something more.
My house is f***ing disgusting, my life is terrible, the girl that I love will probably see that I'm a mess eventually, I'm in deep pain, I'm almost broke, and I can barely talk to my mother.
Everybody see's me smiling and I dress fresh and look good, so they think im doing ok. In reality I'm a f***ing mess, I have a Mac Miller tattoo on my arm and on the other one I have written "I feel like that" in reference to the Kanye song.
Even here I get too emotional about things. I can't get a f***ing job, because at my area everybody now asks for a driver's license and I don't have one because im anxious, I'm giving up on life.
I'm writing this here don't really know why, maybe somebody has a similar story or I hear something that makes me feel a little bit better.
I'm desperate, I don't have strength to leave the f***ing couch anymore most of the time.
Update:
17/1/2020
since someone bumped this thread, I would like to say my life is a lot better now...
I started a new job, almost finished my drivers license and me and my girl are still in a strong loving relationship , thank you all for your support
keep pushing bro.
- OPJan 17, 2020·1 replygenghiskharti
keep pushing bro.
My life is actually getting better now , thank you bro.
Got a new job, made some money and almost finished getting my drivers license.
Much love to you.
- Jan 17, 2020SELAH
My life is actually getting better now , thank you bro.
Got a new job, made some money and almost finished getting my drivers license.
Much love to you.
that sounds great. you got this
Jan 17, 2020Hope things get better OP. If you feel like you’ve got nothing to lose then take a risk with life - don’t end it.
Jan 17, 2020SELAHi will probably be bullied here for making this thread, my life is a complete mess
my father died 10 years ago when I was 17, and now im making the same mistakes he's making, im living alone because I have a toxic relationship with my mother, I studied cinema and arts, even directed some music videos and worked in television for I don't know how many years, now I lost my job and im almost without money and I just don't know what to do anymore, anytime I have any money I spend it stupidly on futile things or d**** that make things feel a little better for a while but I always end up worse
I tried therapy and It didn't work, I'm in love with this girl and we are dating, but even with her I'm fighting my urge to not do self-destructive things like cheating on her just to feel something more.
My house is f***ing disgusting, my life is terrible, the girl that I love will probably see that I'm a mess eventually, I'm in deep pain, I'm almost broke, and I can barely talk to my mother.
Everybody see's me smiling and I dress fresh and look good, so they think im doing ok. In reality I'm a f***ing mess, I have a Mac Miller tattoo on my arm and on the other one I have written "I feel like that" in reference to the Kanye song.
Even here I get too emotional about things. I can't get a f***ing job, because at my area everybody now asks for a driver's license and I don't have one because im anxious, I'm giving up on life.
I'm writing this here don't really know why, maybe somebody has a similar story or I hear something that makes me feel a little bit better.
I'm desperate, I don't have strength to leave the f***ing couch anymore most of the time.
Update:
17/1/2020
since someone bumped this thread, I would like to say my life is a lot better now...
I started a new job, almost finished my drivers license and me and my girl are still in a strong loving relationship , thank you all for your support
Never give up bro. Life can always change for the better. Glad you are on a better path.
Jan 17, 2020op won
- Jan 17, 2020
Op I'm so happy you made a turn around so quick. Don't give up bro I know it's been said 100 times but when you keep up the effort something will come your way. I can testify
No matter what happens rememeber we are not losers!!!!! S*** happens and you must choose to keep moving on and winning
- Jan 17, 2020SELAH
i will probably be bullied here for making this thread, my life is a complete mess
my father died 10 years ago when I was 17, and now im making the same mistakes he's making, im living alone because I have a toxic relationship with my mother, I studied cinema and arts, even directed some music videos and worked in television for I don't know how many years, now I lost my job and im almost without money and I just don't know what to do anymore, anytime I have any money I spend it stupidly on futile things or d**** that make things feel a little better for a while but I always end up worse
I tried therapy and It didn't work, I'm in love with this girl and we are dating, but even with her I'm fighting my urge to not do self-destructive things like cheating on her just to feel something more.
My house is f***ing disgusting, my life is terrible, the girl that I love will probably see that I'm a mess eventually, I'm in deep pain, I'm almost broke, and I can barely talk to my mother.
Everybody see's me smiling and I dress fresh and look good, so they think im doing ok. In reality I'm a f***ing mess, I have a Mac Miller tattoo on my arm and on the other one I have written "I feel like that" in reference to the Kanye song.
Even here I get too emotional about things. I can't get a f***ing job, because at my area everybody now asks for a driver's license and I don't have one because im anxious, I'm giving up on life.
I'm writing this here don't really know why, maybe somebody has a similar story or I hear something that makes me feel a little bit better.
I'm desperate, I don't have strength to leave the f***ing couch anymore most of the time.
Update:
17/1/2020
since someone bumped this thread, I would like to say my life is a lot better now...
I started a new job, almost finished my drivers license and me and my girl are still in a strong loving relationship , thank you all for your support
we love you bro
<3 
Jan 17, 2020Glad to see you’re doing better OP. Much love to you ❤️
- Jan 17, 2020
You gotta stay positive man, even when you feel terrible
Happiness may never come. But fake it til you make it