can someone make dua for me please?

i've been struggling with addiction these past couple days heavy/relapsed on certain intoxicants and while I know my heart is in a good place/I genuinely try to be a better person, I don't know what it is.

My faith is there, I want to be a better Muslim, but I'm falling back into my habits before I converted which I know what I need to do, but I don't know how to describe my struggle.

question for y'all: how do you go about dating in this day and age as a Muslim? do you find it difficult at all?

I came back to Islam after years of doubts and aimlessness. I feel more serene in my faith than ever. May God keeps me firm in strength.

"And Allah shows you many of His signs that point to His power and oneness; so which of His signs do you not acknowledge, after it has been established they are His signs?"-Ghafir 40:81

it makes recovery a little easier knowing people i haven't even met got me in they're prayers.

ehhh, given as to how I live in a conservative area with a small Muslim population, idk I didn't neccisarily give up, but I started dating an agnostic woman (who was raised religious) due to a) understanding/respecting her position on that b) my mother encouraged me to do so by having me consider how I wasn't always a Muslim until my mid 20's

granted, don't follow my path and have patience.

After weeks of self destruction, it was time to go home.

Jummah Mubarak family, alhamdulilah for our beautiful religion bestowed upon us. To those who kept me in their duas, thank you.

Nearly that time of year again. Ramadan is coming up. Peace and Blessings on the way InshaAllah. I cannot wait!!

Almost time

Gotta get on my deen bros

Ramadan Kareem

Ramadan mubarak

Ramadan Mubarak to all my brothers and sisters

Bro my local masjid is saying Tuesday is day 1

Ramadan Mubarak 🌙

Where are you from?

Ramadhan Mubarak habibis and habibtis

Ramadan Mubarak

What does Islam say about Suicide Ideation ?

Haram

Loneliest time of the year

The idea itself is probably not haram but definitely cannot act on any thoughts to hurt yourself. If you need to talk to someone send me a DM

It’s not haram to have the thoughts, but to engage in the act itself is definitely forbidden as our body has rights over us.

The best course of action would be ask Allah in dua for guidance and to stop these thoughts, especially if they’re involuntary