Coke, oxycontin, x****, ketamine, weed... anything but alcohol really lol. S*** got out of hand fr
I would seriously consider cutting out alcohol as well. As someone who’s done a lot of cocaine in my life and had a big X**** phase when I was younger they go hand and hand with alcohol, once you get that buzz the cravings for other s*** comes
Taking as big of a step as going to detox means you acknowledge you have a serious problem that needs to be changed, I don’t want you to go through all that trouble just to slip into old habits, I’ve been there.
When you get out you’ll likely feel great, better than you have in a long time and you may think you’re at a much stronger place than you were before so a little alcohol won’t hurt and then it slowly becomes a little weed won’t hurt because you’re at a much better place now and then a single X**** won’t hurt etc it’s so easy to fall into these pitfalls.
Everyone knows the dangers of d****, most of us had stuff like DARE when we were as young as 10 years old long before any of us knew what they even felt like and yet there are millions and millions of addicts. It’s not by coincidence. D**** are evil, you’re making an effort to get off of them I don’t want it to be for nothing.
You are ultimately your own man, I am not perfect or in a position to be too preachy I just care about you as a human and want you to live the best life you can.
wish i was normal
It’s all about how you perceive things. If you feel you’re not normal because you’re hurting or you focus on things you perceive to be flaws with you just know everybody goes through the same. That sounds about as normal as it gets.
Think about you when you’re alone vs you when you’re at work/school or in situations where you have to be social I’m sure you put on a mask and try to be what you think others perceive to be normal, now realize that many of those who you interact with are doing the exact same thing.
We all live as vivid of a first person reality as the next man. We all have doubts; insecurities and fears: Do not feel ashamed or like you’re an outcast because you’re not. Whatever you’re going through right now is real no one can discredit your feelings but you do not have to be a prisoner tomorrow to what you feel today.
I personally silence a lot of whats going on in my head with the help of religion. If you don’t feel that’s best for you I just challenge you to replace your negative outlets with positive ones: enjoy the beauty of being outside, help those around you, replace any ego driven music with a self help podcast or something that can help you get to the bottom of why you’re feeling how you feel that will give you the tools to build yourself back up.
You are not alone, you are “normal” mental health is such a big talking point nowadays for a reason but please know nothing is forever and anything you want to change can be done with perseverance
i hate myself
Just know that people love you. I’ve been in the same place and it’s a double edge sword, you want to be different but you feel so down and hopeless that you don’t have the will to make changes.
It’s hard but you need to stop focusing on anything that has happened up to this point. The past is no longer real, all you ever have is the present. If you long for better days in your future just know it always starts with the present .
Do something today that will make you feel more at ease when you lay your head down tonight. It can be helping someone else in need, telling those around you how much you love and appreciate them, even just something like a fresh hair cut to boost your confidence. Your problems will not be entirely fixed today no matter what you do but you can put your best foot forward and start walking down that path of healing. Every step you take brings you closer to where you want to be. Every day you let go without putting that first foot forward the longer of a journey you have to healing
I think not taking my bipolar meds for 2 weeks so I could get high on shrooms was a bad idea
Probably gonna b a month or so before I'm back on track
I think not taking my bipolar meds for 2 weeks so I could get high on shrooms was a bad idea
Probably gonna b a month or so before I'm back on track
i got profound mental health problems and shrooms have always been negative experience. I wouldn't recommend it b
let me into /subs cuz self care is out we doing d**** again
Only One by Ye is my go-to comfort track when the chips done.
Remember all of y'all are champions 🏆
let me into /subs cuz self care is out we doing d**** again
How's the running going b? 🤔 🏃♀️
How's the running going b? 🤔 🏃♀️
it ain't goin
chronic pain going wild just walking is mad painful. been sitting on this referral to see a specialist bout it for like 2mos why won't they schedule me yet
i got profound mental health problems and shrooms have always been negative experience. I wouldn't recommend it b
How bad was your trip
i got profound mental health problems and shrooms have always been negative experience. I wouldn't recommend it b
Yea man a lot of time with d**** I kinda just buy them cus sometimes it's not available, might just hold off tho
LET ME IN
thought what i was doin would make things better, but somehow its gotten even worse. just need the pain to end, i feel like im losin it
Just kicked in that I've been spiralling like a madman this past week. Time to snap out of it.
Just kicked in that I've been spiralling like a madman this past week. Time to snap out of it.
The good thing is that you recognize and realize it.
suicide seems like the only way out. nothing is working
nothing is working not meds, therapy, exercise, d**** etc literally nothing is helping and i cant f***ing take it anymore
im so f***ing tired of feeling like this. i just want it to stop.