Im waiting for Sadé to die first. The potential for another album is too great while she's alive, and I must be here for it

Thats cool. Good way to earn some extra cash and something to put on the resumé.

What do you study?

Lord give me one more chance

Ready To Die

Temperature going up is gonna impact my health but on the other end of things it's cool to sleep in vests and soccer shorts

I honestly feel like fighting someone right now. F*** talking, I just want to take out my anger on a person or heavy bag.

i can’t take this s*** anymore

that's a pretty healthy way to destress all things considered

Wayne got some of the best uplifting tracks

is there a new mental health discord or same one?

I had the same thought last night

Basically was like what if I just died or whatever, how many people would truly care

I think I’m going to get myself into a new sport or hobby honestly. I’ve been wanting to learn how to Kickbox for the longest so I’ll look into that

Same one b

I did kickboxing for about 3 months it was alot of fun and a great way to distress and form some new friendships

need help. i'm at my lowest rn

i'm falling

Everyone needs their own space

One of those nights

im so f***ing frustrated.

Every time i have a check up with my psychiatrist, i always tell him about my cognitive problems of not being able to focus and remember things. I feel like he just overlooks that and just focuses on my depression and anxiety.

Last visit like last friday, i mentioned it to him that the focusing problem is starting to become frustrating. He just went to talking about my depression and anxiety and asking if my meds are working. Stuff like that. He didn't even ask me anything about my cognitive problems. Instead, he just got me off zoloft and put me on to vilazadone whatever that is.

Now, im having withdrawal problems from being off zoloft and i have a headache and im nauseous af now. And now im going to have to go through another medication to feel if "its right for me." and go through all the side effects all over.

Im tired of this s***. I feel like im about to puke rn and my head is congested.

Who knew 3 months in an asylum would have this much of an impact on my life? The amount of progress i've made is astounding. Still struggling with many things but way less than before

That’s what’s up dude, why’d you stop?

i have to go through so many f***ing hurdles just so i can get a mental evaluation from a therapist…it’s making me so upset rn

Inability to focus and poor memory are symptoms though of depression/anxiety. At least depression they are I know for certain.

So I suppose he's trying to address the root cause as opposed to the symptoms. Frustrating understandably but I guess from his perspective the only course of action he can take is to adjust the medication.

Zoloft withdrawal is definitely rough.