this a thread that I need to be in fr. LUL.

have a second chance at this girl on saturday but cant help but feel like i’ll just f*** up again

u won’t

so behind in life, don’t wanna play catch up anymore, just want to lay in bed

been a zombie this past month

Just tried this because im debating on not going to therapy for my third session and chatgpt told me to stick it thru... this is the future fr

it never goes away does it

monday needs to come sooner, gonna get connected to a therapist, falling apart rn

dam its actually next thursday rip me

appt with mental health counseler tmrw morning at least

I been thanking bout sewercide!

Feel I been regressing

Just moved in with my partner and at first things really brighten up.

But now old feelings have creeped back and now I kinda associate my mental illness with my partner

help me

feels like im imploding

yep

have a family member in the hospital today an had to go see them an it reminded me that i hate going to the hospital especially the one that person is in to many bad memories of other family members there plus i hate just going to hospitals in general

plus it effected my mood all day an how i was feeling on the outside

need better coping mechanisms