crippling pain

Soul crushing

Im wit U buddy

What happened?

D*** addiction

Thought you went to rehab? Are you still sober and just going through it or you relapsed?

Got out of detox 2 weeks ago, they gone admit me to rehab on 25th May. Tryna stay sober until then but gahhh damnnn this s*** suck

Stay strong, just try and stay busy for the next 2 weeks and remember why you’re getting sober. You’ll be a better you when you’re on the other side

Homeless jobless depressed and heartbroken yessir got all the infinity stones

Thank you broski tho its hard to remember why i be doin it sometimes lol. Like happiness just seems like such a remote possibility

The way I’d look at it is d**** clearly weren’t the answer so what do you have to lose from giving sobriety a whole hearted shot?

Seems like the only direction you can go from here is up so just keep your eye on that prize, once you come out of rehab better equipped to stay sober you can knock getting a consistent job out, get yourself a place to stay and once you’re more stable you’ll be able to really see that there was a light on the other side and things will be looking up for you at that point you can find love again if that’s what you want and it’ll be better than ever because you’ll really get to experience it with a clear head

I find myself saying I wanna die / kill myself a lot more frequently

Take to my psychiatrist today, she wanted me to take meds regularly because I told her I had a bad week.

I don’t what to think about it.
I liked Ritalin because I don’t need to take all the time.

I wanna try and get on 5-HTP and DOPA Mucuna

I love you

The app Insight has helped me

Practicing mindful breathing has been a blessing. My mind was and still is at times a constant storm of f***ed up s***

I highly recommend using that app to begin a fight against that kind of stuff

I love every single one of you 💜

It is what it is

nocd app got me thru alot at the beginning, made me feel like i wasnt crazy. These apps out there really can be helpful fr. Gonna try insight

it won’t last, but i tried so hard

I hope it works well for you friend

I'm trying to cleanse this time. Making a real effort to clean my s*** up mentally and physically.

Been letting s*** get out of hand for way too long.

It’s an endless cycle.

tf I‘ve just researched about the book the song is inspired from