hate the depressed days where i just lay in bed and just sulk 😞

hated everyone and everything today. living like this sucks. trying to go to sleep early so this s*** day is over

I really thought I could get just one thing in life that I wanted. Just once. I poured everything I had into that. I just thought it would work. I needed it to.

I feel so empty. I'm fine. I'm living. But it's this numb sadness in my chest now and no matter how far I think I get from it, I always wake to it, I always close my eyes to it.

I want to commit suicide.

But I won't.

I hate sharing bathrooms.

Been dealing with this for 20 years, 😓

can’t get anything done, hopefully tomorrow

Past 2 years

me rn

cant get myself to do hw im gonna go for a run later just to feel productive

I saw the post before it 404'd . But now that it 404'd it kinda still make sense

sitting in the dark

high off d**** not life

i did it

anyone else hate being alone even with your thoughts

Damn where can I upload it..

cant sleep

JESUS IS LORD

mental disorder
mental illness
mental breakdown
psychological disability
psychiatric disorder
nervous breakdown
mental health condition
emotional disorders
psychosis
delusions
psychotic break
sleep problems
restlessness
social withdrawal
lack of motivation
decreased interest in activities
schizophrenia
bipolar disorder
manic depressive illness
mania
depression
antipsychotic medication
riva-risperidone
drowsiness
unusual tiredness
weight gain

My Beautiful Dark Twisted Fantasy
Yeezus
Jesus Is King

JESUS IS LORD

Living Life is Easy 💖

pain

how am i up already

I keep losing