Nu*ting is the only time I feel something

being so outcome based and obsessed is really bad man.

they still matter though of course

I really need to get back into therapy, my doctor won’t let me take any SSRI’s because of my seizure but I still feel like without medication it’ll be extremely beneficial for my psyche

i took a bunch of shrooms and i think i just had a mini seizure. I’m not sure if that’s a thing but that’s the only way j can describe it. i need to stop doing d****

Definitely. Props to you.

At its best, therapy is so so helpful. I've decided to get back into it as well.

Nervous but it wouldn’t be growth if I wasn’t.

I'll still wait and hope

should try to connect with someone so you can chill together without the party backdrop

Have fun by yourself girls are gonna want to f*** you and the boys are going to want to be your friend and if not f*** em. Don't let that stop you from having fun.

Literally have gotten comfortable telling ppl I go to therapy.

Plus opening up more about my mom. I know it can be painful, but my friends support me

I’ve never been so f***ed up before .

Idk how to get back on track or if it’s even worth it.

There's nothing wrong with therapy. I don't know anyone that wouldn't benefit from a good therapist. But that s*** only helped me so much I just came to the conclusion that im mentally ill and I'm gonna have to deal with the bullshit that comes with it forever.

Me and girl are done and I’m just gutted man

She was my best friend I don’t know what to do

I f***ing hate everyone

Nobody gives a f*** lmao they'll pretend they do when you're in the verge of f***inf enfit your lirr tho

Been almost a year since I was second away from ending my life sof Sr it's shiwnt me nothing to satay tho

goddamn im down so bad