Bottle of wine to myself

Doing way better been booked and busy

omw to miami let's go

starting to see the appeal of giving things your 100% all

Try el rey de las fritas

my grades just dropped tremendously man

Self harmed again, I was doing so well I hate myself

I seriously think I need to just start seeing a therapist. All these negative thoughts have started keeping me up at night till like 4 AM and every time I try to sleep I just can’t. Stress levels at an all time high and it’s finally starting to take its toll on me. Gym gains have started to slow down tremendously too. F*** man……

Gym gains can come at another time b try and address your mental problems first otherwise your just putting more additional stress on yourself

Anybody have any experience with Diazepam? My doc is switching me from Sertaline to that

People are so fake nowadays it’s insane. Can’t remember the last time anyone even brought up a hobby of theirs in discussion let alone overhearing others. Just people trying to act funny and cool to impress others. S*** sucks

I been down bad

I'm convinced that one cannot be a user of social media and happy at the same time, recommending r/nosurf to anyone else trying to break free of this and take their life back, sending positive vibes to everyone

Today and yesterday were such GOOD days

So weird

Usually it’s neutral or bad days

2 good days in a row is strange for me

I’m expecting s*** to get balanced out and have 2 awful days next lol

I am nothing, and nothing is me, death unites us all.

I have no social impact.

I have no accolades.

I only have aspiration. The ability to work, and faith things will work out.

I don't know if anything will work out, but I suppose I have to keep working w/o thinking about what others have going on.

If things don't work out, then I suppose I have to accept I am a lesser person in the eyes of the masses.

Die alone in solace and solitude... life has taken it's grip.

I am going to throw up from nausea within the next few days

um does anyone get really irritated and anxious from just looking outside and being able to see objects and knowing that you're conscious of them & of your own existence? with the irritation stemming from recurring/ever present feelings that you don't want to be alive?

Just me in a world full of lies

yea like looking out the windows seeing the trees swaying and s*** like bro stop swaying u making me feel like s*** rn

It’s wild how after all this time I still think about you sometimes, actually had a dream lmao. It was a fine dream