Sometimes I wonder how people are so confident and sure of themselves…..I just don’t feel like I’m me half the time that I’m conscious

we got to literally fake it till you make it

This really the worst I've been in months

I feel like a completely inept peon

Also feel as if my thoughts and values are constructed on flawed principles.

I can't agree with the world I live in. Dissociation is all I can ever know

Might just go out like Nietzsche,

Shame.

How y'all holding up?

Didnt sign up for this

grindr is so f***ing creepy yo

same

had this really cute boy come over just now and i was too nervous to get it up it was my first time

fr bro they were really cool about it so hopefully there is a next time imma def be ready

Last Monday through Thursday, man I hadn’t felt that good in a LONG time

Then Friday hit and I feel so f***in sad

Thinking of wanting to kill myself and thinking of goodbye texts to send people

idk what the hell happened but man I feel so awful. Already cried once at work rn

hang in there bro, you’re definitely not alone

Gonna try to be sober for the next 20ish days

The longest streak I had was 4 days

I really don’t know how my body will react but mentally I know I will be zapped and bored out of my mind

you got this b.

i'd only say that be careful of coming off alcohol and benzos because coming off them cold turkey can be fatal.

I hate when this happens… u feeling good for a few days and randomly I hate everything/myself…

Stay strong man

s*** forgot all about that

I don’t have anything. I do not gaf anymore

Where am I still here

Recently feeling like the weight of the world is on me.

so I dont want to talk to a therapist anymore. Do I just cancel my appointment and never make another appointment?