feel this

this medication has completely torpedoed my s***drive to the point where im pretty much convinced im asexual and its actually great.

I need to lock in

Just tough it out for 6 months.

Find something better.

This ain't no way to live

I wish life had dealt me a better hand. The cards I’ve been given all
align to just give me depression and feeling hopeless.

you and me both. we got this

life is entirely about being lucky

I'm just not connecting with anyone. Feeling alien even with people I've known for ten years.

Meds are working I’m not sure how I feel but I’m definitely healthier

Just be your best self

Just need somebody to vent to

This can't be all I amount to. I'm not going out like this

I gave a homeless kid my water today. Counts as 1 good deed. W.

feel like i lost my identity, connections with friends and family seem severed, i feel anxious talking to people i care about, i’ve been struggling to create (drawing and making beats) for close to 2 years, i’m constantly avoiding responsibilities for reasons i can’t seem to explain, my mind feels overwhelmed with thoughts ranging from euphoria for life to heavy pessimism, i hate that the people i see the most are my work colleagues, i hate that i can’t give my all to anything, can’t go thru anything i start feel like i’m constantly self sabotaging and let’s not even start with addiction

wish life had a reset button

Soooo hard lately mannnn. But we r going to make it thru

❤️

Just had a week of doing great, but then it all came back.

I am happy for my good days and I feel that I am doing better, but it’s so hard when the depression comes back.

And I am afraid my psychiatrist is actually making me worse

same past few months has been a rollercoaster ride of feeling decent to feeling bad from week to week or even day to day sometimes

hey fellas and gals

back here, week has been dark and I feel slightly lost and bored. not wanting to do much other than the usual, sitting home, saving money, trying not to self loathe over last weeks mistakes. but I am

I know what to do, but i feel far from it, I just feel defeated from within