the weed pen is saving my life frfr

i feel sad for you man 👨 😞

Im at this point with my medicine where im like is this helping me or have iv built a tolerance. Idk anymore but its scary

It's hard to tell what rock bottom truly is when each time things feel like they're getting worse. I've tried therapy twice and each time I feel like I end up running. I've isolated from friends and everyone. I just want to not feel that tingling, numb feeling every day. I want to feel better because I'm scared.

Sleep problems have been kicking my ass the week,
I just can’t get tired in my brain.

Sometimes it just helps to give yourself credit that you are still trying and haven't given up yet. At least that helps me a little

Thank you. With every bit of me for real. I opened my phone feeling the same way and this was the first thing I saw. Wishing you well

Thanks bro. So many of us are going through struggles in life. A lot more than you might think. We just gotta encourage each other, even if that's all we have

called in sick for 2nd day in a row
gonna get high and watch superbad

happened to me last night, f***in hate it. especially because i just got over this s*** a like a month ago. really triggers me when i have trouble cause i feel like i’m going to fall down to that place again

Preach!
I been dealing with it my whole life, then I came out of it, but two weeks ago it came back.
This is the stuff that breaks mankind

ever got so mad/depressed you somehow in the midst of that bottom decide "enough is enough" and start doing like good s*** you been putting off for mad long? Weirdest motivation ever rn

😶🔫

W

relapsing

Sending you love and strength friend

i hate feeling down 😔

called in sick 3rd day got dr note for remainder of week
gonna take ativan and watch american pie

all these years and i still dont know if it's healthy to have days where you want to be melancholic/depressed

it just feels comfortable/like home

40mg of fluox for 2 years just to continue to have depressive episodes n lose my s***drive F*** U LIFE

regressing a bit this week, but i will continue to accept myself as i am, and life as it is, and i will get back on track