Not your fault man. Just keep putting yourself out there. It happens. Took me a solid 2 years of first dates to find my girl. It was worth it. It will happen when you least expect it. I known its cliche but kinda true. Theres someone for everyone out there

U kept it real I appreciate it

Need to vent and this one of the only places I have to do that.

My partner moved in with me over 9 months ago, and …
To cut it short my partner has gotten really sad and I have been dealing with mental illness my whole life.
It is just becoming to much.
I don’t have much hope left for us being happy together, just sad.

But my partner left their apartment to move in with me and I live in a city where getting an apartment is really hard unless you are rich.

A part my really wanna end it and just get thru 3-6month if sadness, because then I will be able to look forward something when I get thru that.

As it is now I don’t look forward to anything.
F***! I can’t even vent.

I don’t know what to do.
I think I know, but I don’t wanna do it and f***!

F*** man, I should never had loved someone again. Promised myself I wouldn’t but here I am.

Born Broken

It’s finished

ive been in like full psychosis for a week lmao

facts

i legit think im sick rn :(

how do u break through the feeling stuck headspace

depends on what you mean by feeling stuck, but celebrating small wins, no matter how small you think they are

breaking goals into very small tasks, and celebrating completing each one. will help you see the vision and feel accomplished

and also don’t forget to do or feel guilty about doing leisurely things you enjoy to avoid burn out and resentment

every single day i tell myself “tomorrow for sure”

My psychologists says I should skip adderall on weekends to avoid building up a tolerance, but that’s when I want to be attentive and engaged the most. F*** work

Blessed to be feeling better

anxiety is so f***ed. can be doing the most happy thing in the world and still feel not right, worried, sad, etc

You’re so right

i always lose 😞

just got diagnosed with bipolar 2 after seeking help for the first time and it feels really good to get a diagnosis and know there’s a chance to get better

Too much time to think

In the span of a year I've lost my grandfather, family friends, aspects of personal life have changed a lot, my dad was diagnosed with cancer, and my mental health has hit an all time low.

Having the hardest time telling myself, or making myself believe, that s*** will get better. I just want to be happy again. F*** man I'll even settle for just feeling "okay".

Feel myself going back into isolation again. It's tough. I hope it gets better.
Sorry for the f***ing word vomit. Feels like this thread is the only place I can let it out sometimes.

I hope you all have a great week and remember to be kind to yourself and hold those you love tight. Please don't be a f***ing dumbass like me and take people for granted.

It's f***ed up how I made all these positive changes in life, no drinking no weed, tryna date tryna go out with friends more, but it don't address the real issues in my life and as a result I feel like turning back to drinking in particular. Its alll too nihlistic

fr eating healthy and quitting d**** did nothing for me. might as well start smoking weed again but it don’t hit like it used to anyway

Yea that's the thing, I hate going backwards in any context, might as well just stay on this path and see where it leads. It's just the day to day s*** gets old real fast

it’s hard to stay on that path when those changes don’t even slightly change your life for the better. i will keep moving forward but seeing no progress sometimes really makes me wanna say f*** it we gon die anyways why not smoke sum and order fast food

Yea I completely feel this. But I will say I ate some edibles yesterday and today I feel like s*** so not f***ing with weed was probably a good idea

Happy for you brother 🙏