Second this! I’m completely off risperdal 1mg for 2 months now. Gym is great and getting in shape unlocks hella new s*** to life.

Getting yelled at for every little thing on a day I was already feeling suicidal is great man

Think I’ve given myself pneumonia from smoking

That on top of my girl ending things has just thrown me off eating food

I don’t want to die rotting in bed but when I’m alone that’s what it feels like I’m doing

wtf the trazadone has me feeling nauseous

I can feel myself slipping back into isolation
Was doing so good too man I'm really trying

Been on trazadone for 5 years now . First 3 years i took it off and on cause idk, i am stupid. But i started taking it every night and the nausea lasted 2 weeks for me and it was done.

i take it for insomnia and i havent taken it in a while but i had trouble sleeping last night and i think thats what made me nauseous. or it could have been the coffee i had drank earlier that night

im addicted to edibles and its unironically ruining my life

i go to bed at like 8pm and wake up anywhere from 8am to 12am

every f***ing day

i have a 2nd job and i havent done any work in like 2 months

i have a main job and im barely keeping up with that

Boy did this get worse

Slept a whole day and lasted 5 minutes before I got yelled at over something small

Feels like I’m ending
Getting erased from the inside

aww man the anxiety is back

I think my negative mindset is continuing to drain those around me and I'm starting to feel myself become a burden. I don't want to be negative all the time. I'm really not trying to.

Felt this. Especially if you've ever been victim shamed or being neglected every time you actually do ask for help in any way

Lot of these topics resonate and beyond relatable

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The writing proved that I was bitter and numb in the coat
The stride it took to even pick up a number I know.

Genuinely been in a really good space i’ve had in a while. Handled some potentially overwhelming and stressful s*** with damn near frightening efficiency (like you handle it so well you almost frightened cause you know a couple years ago you woulda folded and spiraled)

But it’s good to see where niggas come from, those lyrics was DEFINITELY 2017-2018 “literally sleep the day away” me.

I know the ups won’t be forever (cause the downs are what makes them worth it) but man, overall niggas been coming a long way.

It's a sad state of affairs

i just wanna win once

New job next year i hope..

happiness doesn't want me.

P4 Friday

I wish I had someone to talk to, but I don’t wanna go back to therapy. I’m not even supposed to be on this forum.