Bless my therapist heart, she aint help but it’s understandable i wasnt making s*** easy yesterday lol.
Poverty sux.
Only good thing in the world is a chai with a joint and then a cigarette on a still saturday night
lowkey tryna enjoy of this last mental health break (aka take hella naps) before niggas start tryna climb over this s*** (e.g. a nigga gon' start learning how to garden boiiiiiii)
Went on vacation with my partner to Paris 4 weeks ago.
We were there for 2 weeks.
It really got me to a better place mentally.
I began reading and keeping a journal, and stayed of the internet, and the passion from the people of Paris was inspiring.
I also began taking l thyrophan at night and Dopa Mucuna in the morning.
When we came home I stayed in a better place mentally.
I kept reading and journaling, taking walks everyday, but I slowly begun spending more time online.
Yesterday I fell totally back into depression and it was just horrible.
Feeling those feelings after having a break from them, made them hit so hard.