feel my anxiety slowly creeping back after a year of feeling as though i'd finally conquered it 😞

very likely due to stress (from university), which I've been feeling in an intense way I haven't in a long while

I am a timid wallflower

Feeling really lonely and I’m always trying to make plans with people, but they’re always busy

Genuinely think if I was gone most people would be over it rather quickly.

The few I don’t wanna let down are my mom and my best friends that I don’t see very often

Have the same thing. Two naps a day sometimes and still too tired to do anything, stopped enjoying video games, only thing I like to do is gym at least I feel accomplished when I see progress

Reminding myself that I need to keep going for my daughter. My depression may have me in the worst place of my life. But I'll be f***ing damned if it's going affect my daughter. I just have to keep pushing.

need a real hug tbh

When are the aliens coming?

This timeline needs a resolution asap

didn't meant to quote

Just wanted to post lol

Do you think about what you’re saying tho

You want aliens to come and wreak havoc, wipe the slate clean with loss of life etc.

Nah man you can keep that

nah either its a painless meteor
or enlightenment

i didn’t do anything this time

my relationship with women has gotten worse. always end up hurting

i turned 25 earlier this year and that brain fully developed thing i think is starting to kick in i have a semblance of organization for ghe first time in my life

I pray this comes true for me

Ur gonna miss being young

Feel like s*** again, at least I’m being less impulsive

Really makes a huge difference when I can hold myself together for a few hours and not do anything self destructive

I feel this.

I'm really tired of people telling me that I settle for less and I'm stubborn/or self sabotaging myself when it's something that they envision or want for me. It's like no cares what I think or the opportunities that I actually have took. For example, my internships allowing my writing to be seen on the internet. Really frustrates me and I gotta stop letting peoples opinions of influence what I want to do with my life.

It's a very tough position. Anybody knows how to counter and progress from this. It's sucks when it's your own family and friends treating you like a prospect rather than an actual human being

Autumn is hitting me hard.
Sad without knowing the reason so I start to make up a reason, thinking it’s my relationship bringing me down.

Now I am stuck in bad thought loop, sad and can’t reach out to my partner without hurting them and planting doubt in our relationship

Try some L-Tyrosine
It helps create dopamine and energy

things just get worse and worse