Bless you all and stay strong @aLIEN @Creasy @bh0stman

thank you so much, I probably shouldn't have posted this

Sending you a hug buddy. They appreciate it.

I hate this whole living shenanigans

u too famo

yall would be ok dying in ur sleep right?

Appreciate you

Bob Dylan once said: "you can have all the chairs in the world you only got one ass."

Which I think is very profound. I couldn't care for material I just want love.

managed to take myself out the cave I’ve been hiding in for a few years now.

and I still see what else needs to be done and the habits I need to let go of. with all the progress I’ve been making with my health and physique, there’s more to conquer, but I feel mentally tired. still anxious and uncertain

but I still managed to get here

Finally seeing my GP to get a therapist referral, im kind of excited but im dreading having to wait + find a good match

My coping mechanisms arent cutting it anymore, for better or worse

When did Bob say this

New chapter means no more s***ty thinking patterns

interview. I can't remember when

got ten bathrooms, I could s*** all day

Relating to this hard rn

And just like that…
After allot of good days
Everything changed by a few words from my partner and a spiral of thought that got birthed by my mind

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

did a mega f*** up at work today woat day

truth is it doesnt get better its jus abt how much you can endure

if youre a product of pain you will never be more than that

that childhood trauma defined you, you‘ll never outgrow that broken kid inside of you

im back cuttin on my wrist

Doctor put me onto Escitalopram Oxalate (lexapro) real quick, kind of confronting