Jul 27, 2022
JohnCenaStay strong, my beautiful friends. My dms are always open if you ever wanna talk
Thank you John Cena
Jul 27, 2022·1 replyNah man i cant do this s*** anymore i get drunk asf 80% of my nights ive gained so much weight this past year, i have no social life this s*** is just so trash
- Jul 27, 2022
I know im capable of fixing it but my mental f***ing pushes me back so hard on it
- Jul 27, 2022
Theres just nothing even promoting me to fix this s*** like im just so disconnected from everything around me it feels like it wont make a difference but i KNOW it will
Jul 27, 2022·1 replyimdoinfNah man i cant do this s*** anymore i get drunk asf 80% of my nights ive gained so much weight this past year, i have no social life this s*** is just so trash
Sorry to hear that man. In regards to the weight gain, i would suggest starting out with some home workouts if you can. Do jumping jacks, sit ups, push ups and lunges to ease yourself into exercise then once your strength is up you can add more reps
- Jul 27, 2022·1 replyslyTendencies
Sorry to hear that man. In regards to the weight gain, i would suggest starting out with some home workouts if you can. Do jumping jacks, sit ups, push ups and lunges to ease yourself into exercise then once your strength is up you can add more reps
Yeah i really have to, my schedule that ive made for myself is just so weird and erratic now though
I stay up hella late drinking go to work go home sleep a few hours and repeat pretty much its very f***ed
Alrhough lately havent been sleepinf after work but im still just so drained after work with this schedule, feel like i really need to cut out drinking first 
Jul 27, 2022I'm not sure why God keeps me around anymore...
Jul 28, 2022Hmm
- Jul 28, 2022
Today is the day i start the journey to getting my s*** together, let's get it
Semi 🐬Jul 28, 2022·edited·2 repliesWorking on the eradication of negative states and paths within this automata that possess me
- Semi 🐬Jul 28, 2022Semi· edited
Working on the eradication of negative states and paths within this automata that possess me
Boutta get this state machine cleaned up
- Semi 🐬Jul 28, 2022Semi· edited
Working on the eradication of negative states and paths within this automata that possess me
It's not that bad, I just realized I still got some things to clean up
- Jul 28, 2022·1 reply
Trying to drink some water every time that I think something bad.
Jul 28, 2022·1 replyS3R14LTrying to drink some water every time that I think something bad.
Take some deep breaths too like really deep try to get all the air out of your lungs
- Jul 28, 2022worldpeace
Take some deep breaths too like really deep try to get all the air out of your lungs
bruh if I try thi s*** I might die and this is exactly what I'm not trying to do
just kidding... I will do this!!
Thank you
Jul 28, 2022Everyday I pray that I don't get to the point where I feel like I don't have what it takes to be who I want to be in life. Can't give up.
- Jul 28, 2022
Has anybody called that new 988 line?
If I call am I gonna be put in a 72 hour hold?
- Jul 29, 2022·2 replies
Life boring as f*** 💀
Jul 29, 2022PainPapiLife boring as f*** 💀
this
- Jul 30, 2022
Yeah im a f***ed up piece of s***
- Jul 30, 2022
I see the pain not healing, I see the same things still overwhelm
- Jul 31, 2022
- Jul 31, 2022·1 replyimdoinf
Yeah i really have to, my schedule that ive made for myself is just so weird and erratic now though
I stay up hella late drinking go to work go home sleep a few hours and repeat pretty much its very f***ed
Alrhough lately havent been sleepinf after work but im still just so drained after work with this schedule, feel like i really need to cut out drinking firstDon't drink for a night and try melatonin if you can't sleep. It might be worth trying
