Had probably the worst night in my life.

It’s sending me deeper into a low

this one slaps

Oh god

Instantly regret that email

Comfort In Emptiness

Had surgery this week, we still alive excited about the future

Honestly bruh getting buzzed helped me get super confident

just had to run from cops with friends
my heart hasn't beat like that in a while jfc that was great

I want a new brain

i cbf going to a GP i'm going to do a phone intake call with the UTS psychology clinic and hopefully schedule a date. They only charge $30 granted it's with Provisional Psychologists with an overseeing senior

Lemme know if they got baddies over there

they can fix you

YES

I’m starting to reach another breaking point of wanting to kill myself

My mom died last year, my dad’s health is slowly starting to go downhill and I did an at home test for a certain life killing disease a couple months ago and it came back positive and I’m scared to go to the doctors to confirm if I do have it….. and I’m just uncertain with life

Like if my dad were to die, I can’t afford to life at my house and pay for everything myself.

My way of life would be totally shattered and I won’t know what the f*** to do

I just want to end it so I won’t have to deal with this pain we call life

This last year has just been pure hell

i’m having a really bad day, hope i fall asleep soon so this day is finally over

I’ve always wondered about the moment of killing yourself

Like is there a moment of pure bliss that it’s almost over or is there a feeling of regret that you should’ve found a better way

i wish i was in a better state of mind to talk to you right now, but please don’t harm yourself.

i read your post above and i’m sorry you have to go through this, but things will get better at one point. if there’s one thing us humans can’t control it’s time.

all of us will die eventually, but there’s no point in taking matters in your own hands. it’s like walking out of a movie before it ends.

your thoughts and feelings are valid but not rational right now. you are loved. and even if i don’t know you, i care about your life. it matters to me. so please stay strong and keep pushing brother ❤️

going through something similar atm

my mom has an appoitment coming up about her throat, a possible lump

chances it could be cancer

its really tought mentally everyday and I just feel like idk what I would do if it is

I really wish you the best man, I hope you can overcome this

go to the doctor and get yourself checked out plz, I was scared myself going recently but trust me its better going and finding out whats up than running scenarios in your head of what can be

love you fam

feeling like I'm about to f***ing crack lmao

Right here with you