I want to kill myself but I don’t want to burn in hell

I do not blame anyone who kills themselves. It’s all so complicated. I wish I had the courage to do it myself. I’ll forever understand someone who’s too scared to talk about it and ends everything once and for all. One last moment in the sun

Not real don’t worry beloved

This is hell. Religion is a red herring

cant stop thinking about the smae s***

how tf r we in the middle of october

only 1/3 of the way through the semester

yea its is bullshit lol

Swear it was just july

need to stop being weird

I’m at a surreal moment in my life right now, do you know how mental it is to observe your life SLOWLY be saved right infront of you? All while being in a completely helpless raw and infantile state

theres no having to do anything, no pressure to exert yourself, no pressure to perform, no putting on masks, no pressure to do anything at all, nothing is expected of you, all you have to do is show up as you are and accept care

psychotherapy got me F***ED UP

what kind of weird are you? Im f***ing weird af and I kinda embrace it. I definitely notice it when im hanging out with girls and I think in my head "damn I need to chill"

I'm "🧍‍♂️" wierd

not fit for anybody weird

sue of side ise the easy way out

unreliable and immature

Hell

we got this

i got so f***ing lucky with my therapist

miss her

anyone not killing themselves cuz they dont wamt the haters to win
only reason i havent