I'm about to become a real regular ITT thanks for having me y'all!

suicidal thoughts got you wonderin what's up there

dont do anything stupid

It shouldn't be this hard to just feel like you don't want to die everyday.

Spitting fr fr

Ready To Die

I wake up reliving all the shame and guilt I feel for not knowing better I can’t forgive myself or move on it’s such a painful feeling

Almost 7pm and haven’t gotten outta bed

Drink water and have a vitamin if you have some

that night keeps replaying in my head over and over again, if i just did something a little different everything would be fine right now

everything hurts

can't go backwards. That is how it is though you replay a decision, moment of anger, how you communicated or miscommunicated over and over. Thinking of the bliss that could possibly come from knowing what you know now then. Turning off your phone sleeping and thinking about it. Breathing. Meditating. Knowing it could be worse. Picking your battles or wanting someone to understand how their actions or inactions were affecting you. We can't go back

but also mood

bad week

its about the progress no matter how small

This is never gonna end

There’s no way out

I guess there is

I’m so gone

There is good news