i think im just about done

Talked with my partner yesterday then went to my therapist, then today I talked with my psychiatrist and later with a friend.
Just came home alone and could finally allow myself to let my emotions take over and cry.

Why do I have to be alone to let this happen?
January is the permanent Monday month

Damn bro my two meds cost $20 now. S*** used to be $10

“Why God? Why God? Do I gotta suffer?”

I felt similarly. Specifically I remember I literally felt as though I couldn't form a thought. Sure I was generally leveled out and productive and what not. But it wasn't a particularly enjoyable way to live. Very robotic and emotionless.

this is real. Happy for your process

I can't find the energy anymore.

I can’t lie man I’m struggling fr.

I’m finding it hard to get started on my hw. My mind is just some place else. I feel desperate and hopeless

Loneliness is suffocating me rn

Another work week tomorrow
Crying and throwing up

i feel empty

i rlly can't do this

i don't know what to do

everything reminds me of you

1mg lorazepam and the world is ok for a few hours

It’s too early too tell yet, but this new mentality I found has seemingly helped calm down my social anxiety/being inside my head the past few days

depression sucks. just wanna do nothing and be sad all day