Don't wanna die or kill myself

Just don't want to exist, wish I never did

It's my birthday tomorrow too smh only good thing is that im a year closer to the end

Happy birthday, man!

Thanks bro you're the only one who's said that to me today

happy birthday mate, hope it's a good one

Thank you man ima try

any of yall smoke weed while on meds? I just started smoking weed this month after not smoking for 3 years but my doctor told me to not do it, as it can interfere with the meds.

I'm on abilify and I smoke almost daily

I’ve been trying to monitor the thread to make sure I don’t add anything to the op you’d hate.

I want to try community building for those who would like to try getting better. If you only want to use this thread as a mode of expression that’s cool too.

Expect an update in the next few days.

so i finally made a tinder and my s*** is kinda poppin

we up

make a hinge too.

that s*** got my self confidence up i aint even gone lie.

day by day

… I feel like that, all the time.

S*** sucks man I know, we'll get through it, we're both meant for more than this

im on the brink of offing my petty life i seriously can do this s*** for much longer i want to f***ing gut myself i deserve to die

my wrist is all bloody

Don’t do it bro
I promise there’s a light, you’ll find it and when you do life will be more beautiful than ever as you’ve seen the alternative

I love you worldpeace

I don’t know what to do.

I hate asking for help, because it never helps.

Been tired, stressing and depressed for so long idk what’s normal anymore.

I’m embarrassed and hurt… but I’m not surprised.. no I’m rarely surprised anymore. I’ve toughed it out this long but how much longer do I have to wait.

i nearly cried in the last ten minutes of my run listening to Pursuit of Happiness + Ghost Town live yesterday