Need a ReLIFE

I can’t take it anymore

i got baker acted and now im a changed man im on medication

im finally comfortable with telling ppl im bi too

❤️

Need to add these to my running playlist

How do I ask for help

Everytime someone gives me advice i rationalize it in my head that its not a big deal. I thought i was moving in circles but im really spiraling down

Idk if you’re asking to get checked out, but i just called my insurance (Kaiser) and asked to make an appointment regarding my mental health. There they will diagnose you, give you a therapist, and stuff.

(still) Down horrendous .

I gotta face the fact that my life again was uprooted and get back on track.

Finally got my car back after 7 long ass months….what a feeling I can’t even put into words

I wish I had friends.

The light at the end of the tunnel becomes increasingly harder to see.

i’m so bipolar it’s insane

So f***ing lonely

I feel long past my expiration date

moving to nyc on a whim sort of taking a toll but trying to stay poised

idk what it is but this depression medication make me not want to jerk off which isn't necessarily a bad thing
i wouldn't say it killed my s***drive cause i would still blow somebody's back out but i guess im too happy for internet p***/jerking off lol

idk tho
also maybe this is tmi lel

prozac completely killed my s***drive

I'm the least anxious I've ever been and am more productive than I've been in a long time since starting tho, so it's a trade off I'm fine with

still feel suicidal but in a "if I could flip a switch and not exist anymore I'd do it" typa way, I don't think that feeling will ever go away though.

damn