I know the destination. Ima keep fighting (For now, might likely feel the complete opposite in 24 hours)
Streak was going well, couple of days without an anxiety attack but then today at work I was having them all day
Idk how I survived it tbh
im crashing and burning, trusting the process rn lmao
Yea, I think it's time to stop with the weed. It's just turned into a habit now. Every night for 2 years or so. Started like 6 years ago, and it just increased. I. Was planning when I can smoke, smoking in days off in the morning, which I knew would make me sluggish at home. Plus almost my professional career should start soon.
I can go on and on. I know I'm addicted to it. Makes me worse now with my s*** I'm dealing with When I smoke, I'm literally just in my room. Just either watching TV or on my phone. Can make me a bit more emotional also.
With all the s*** going in my life at the moment, I need to make some changes. I've felt so low the past 2 nights, I've just been crying and talking to my mum. Never thought I would be this low..
About to throw my bong in the bin.
Why??
because life isn’t for everybody. if it wasn’t for my family i‘d be long gone
because life isn’t for everybody. if it wasn’t for my family i‘d be long gone
You have a community here who are here for you when you’re down
i want to die young, dont wanna be 65 and look back at the years when my back didnt hurt and i didnt have to wear glasses. people say your 20s dont have to be your peak, but lets be real now
Winter sports is awful for environment and stuff but s***s curing my winter depression ngl