Honestly I'm feeling Fall 2024 if things don't get better for me. Like I might crack and do it earlier but if so I'll try and let you know. Does that timeline work for you?

hail mary a hero dose before the pact

Yeah I mean why not you know. Was thinking about going all in with my savings too. Like if I land a bet that gets me a house in full, I have to think twice about it, you know?

ye u never kno how things are gonna play out, gotta see whats around the next corner n all

Absolutely, that's why I'm trying to get by another 18 months. I don't need much for my tide to turn & I think it's realistic if my theory is right. But it's not in my hands and it's been going on for too long. So if the story's still the same in 18 months, I gave it a really fair shot.

i have no closure, so i can't even move on if i wanted to, just this weird limbo of not knowing where it's going to head

Was hoping for sometime next week

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Fall 24 sounds good too

body dysmorphia been going crazy. have not looked at my body in the mirror in like 8 months and do everything i can to avoid it

I hope that guy that try to off himself still alive, any updates??

@001v whats good brodie I got luv for u ❤

OCD is the f***ing worst

No danny we not doing that

i'm down

me this past month fr

relax family

Hey man we gotta give it another shot first

Fine we'll do it without you

my recurring lifelike nightmares are all just things that could happen in real life then i wake up and gotta do real life.

the anxiety is unbearable tonight

dam

yep