Today was the first day since i got out of rehab that i've felt s***. But it was good cause it let me know what brings me down and what i should avoid. It's also the first day i've stayed at home the whole day doing nothing

Tired of pretending that everything is fine.

This fake it till you make it thing isn’t working anymore

happy birthday but smoke some menthols

bro menthols are banned in cali!

imma send you some we getting you right

1 week

how goes it

Everyone else was the problem

Happy birthday my love

sometimes its not necessarily everyone else but the combination of them all yes.

Until we have open therapy where I can bring my friends, family and coworkers to show my therapist like

I will never heal in that setting

thanks big sis

s*** can go to all the therapy in the world but if you surround yourself with people who will never go its kind of pointless. I wish I had distanced from some people earlier or not let them get to me some. Its just such a process . Its easy to think we are okay then everything falls apart

get you a black and mild wine wood tip

Weighted blanket goes so crazy

If God told me _I will reincarnate you in a different life but you must kill yourself now. That's the price I'll take it and tell him to keep the change 😂💯

i deal with my everyday rage in the most healthy ways possible but i can't help times like these where i'm so frustrated/mad i can't even think. guess it can't be helped but it sucks.

I’m going to cry man

& that ok bro

it hurts so much