Good times

Rarely

And on a monday

Im just torn into 7 pieces. Not downright depressed but also not happy. Just something so inbetween. Having moodswings evrry 5 seconds

What am I supposed to do how do I stop that

I wish I knew the answer, I've been mentally unstable for most of my life. Racing thoughts are killing me and the intervals between mood episodes are getting shorter and shorter.

God loves us all.

If you ever feel alone, he’s there for you.

There is nothing I’ve experienced like the energy inside of a packed church, hundreds of individuals with the free will to do whatever they want all coming together at once to praise god.

A being never seen with our own eyes, all done off the strength of unwavering faith. It’s beautiful, gives me goosebumps it’s a natural high like none other.

I don’t want to be preachy, the desire to find him has to come from within but I will say: if you ever feel lost, hopeless, alone even when surrounded by people, questioning your existence and so on… what do you have to lose? You might find everything you’ve longed for

im so tired

Is that so?

I’m going to cry man

Been like a month I think since being prescribed medication. Been feeling great and haven’t really had a panic attack since.

Was also supposed to see a therapist. I saw him once but never followed up after that. I’m wondering if I still should.

f***ing up my school life rn

This room will be my tomb.

Glad to hear. Keep pushing on

just been so far from my usual self

and so far from where i want to be. i really took a huge step back in progress this month :( it just f***ing sucks so much

Awh man

Me and my brothers had a vent session last night and it made me feel somewhat better but more f***ed up at the same time.

If it'll get worse and to the point of what it was last year, I don't think I can take it

nah im done wit this therapist

She’s a lost cause at this point.

my doctor told me to stop
and he gave me something to pop
i mix it up with some ativans and wait to get to the top

Hate to see my fellow KTT2 users on the Ativan.

and I mix it up with some alcohol and I pour it up in a shot