we at the same crossroad bro

don't wanna live don't wanna die

you’re great , stay up 💗

You’re allowed to take some time off it’s not a race

Better to know exactly what you want later in life than to rush into something that wasn’t meant for you too early

Dunno why I'm still here tbh. My life is lacking in purpose

Dr got me on escitalopram, risperidone and lorazepam all at the same time and I've been taking weed brownies every day god damn im a zombie

I'm manic af and this track makes me cry my f***ing eyes out every damn time Tbh I'd still be crying from the song itself even if Mac was still here It's literally the definitive experience of the cycle that goes into exacerbating mental illness and how we (often justifiably so) convince ourselves it's better to stay away from the people we love due to the burden we feel like we create any time we're around said people and that they'll be happier without us being there, ktt got me f***ed up at 3:23 in the morning We are all needed and loved even when it may not seem that way. F*** aight I'ma go cry my eyes out again, everybody stay safe

I need a goal

You ever watch this on acid?
That was an experience and a half

Life really a roller coaster for me, my mood is hardly stable. I should probably go to therapy or something but f*** meds

Therapist don't prescribe meds, that would be a psychiatrist.

This song makes me mad emotional

suicidal ideation time

I needa get the b**** outa me

A night I feel like suicide

Ready to go

Love isn’t for me

I always feel like I am never good enough for anything

Such underachiever and I hate myself for that

always felt like i was immune to being depressed eventhough ive been dealing with heavy anxiety for most of my life but ever since moms passed away i have a hard time trying to make sense of life. its all so empty and pointless. is there more?

I come from good family which gave me lots opportunities in life but inside of me I never lived up to opportunities given to me

Feel like I am not deserving of any of it and makes me feel guilt

Works been s*** also literally went to my usual early shift to see I wasn’t on roster and then told me ring one other managers

Then I ring over phone I ask simple question about it and they say I don’t wanna to talk to you like they leaving me in dark about something they I have zero idea about.

Can’t even think properly these days

Just so much bullshit

Nothing makes me happy I spend my days sitting in my room watching worthless YouTube videos or scrolling Instagram feels like I am wasting my time and my life

I got no passions in anything I have no talent in anything I am just person living on this planet going though motions