i'm so sorry you went through that man :( mental health ain't no joke fr if there's anything i can do for you don't b afraid to hit me up if you want to talk about anything
hope you get support this man life can be so difficult :(

it's okay things could be worse

if I could ask something of you I'd tell you to have fun with your life and never sell out your beliefs to conform with what others expect of you

mental illness -while it's painful- can be a tool of humility and mutual understanding that love can blossom from too

All of the stories the hero gets lonely

I was too insecure in the moment to admit it in the post but i wept when I hung up with her
S*** is just so inspiring

Really not feeling well mentally as of late. I’ve been fantasizing about just running away from everything for a week and chilling by myself in the middle of the woods or something.

Not in a good place at all.. Thinking about ending it more and more. Just too lonely. I'll stop typing because I gotta go to work.

Life sucks
I want so much better for the people around me </3

I'm glad you didn't do it, but sorry to ask.. How were you going to do it?

I'm at the beach now for my lunch break and just thinking, if I were to do it, if I'm at home, my sister would be the one to find me and that will f*** her up, and then my sister having to tell my mum. Plus my mum has gone through some stuff and i don't want to add of this stuff to her mental..

Hope is getting me by, but f*** man, years and years of thus s*** is getting too much..

Cudi - love?

Yeah. Like I said in another thread people can all that line immature. But when I was a kid I would hate the part of the movies when everything goes wrong, main characters have a falling out, Spider-Man 2
Obv those are stories/movies so it won’t always turn out great at first
But that line resonates with me hard

Ooooo I'm trapped in my mind baabyyy
I dont think I'll ever get out?
I dont think I'll ever get out

Just came in here to post a cudi line and first thing I see I'd "kid cudi - love?"
Crazy

Heeyy its not that bad at all

I have so much underlying s*** I don't even realize it anymore, when I do I'm just numb to it. What the f*** does that even mean? Am I healing or am I just running like am I over it? Is this normal? Am I just bipolar?

The days I wake up in good ass moods are the nights I have it the worse

I'm just so tired of not knowing who I am

I realized that deep down I was a simp and I didn’t value myself the way I should have.

I put someone on a pedestal and they became an unattainable goal to me. She was THE benchmark of my ideal person but now separated from it all I see just how wrong I was and just how much I HAVE to offer.

The fact that I was out here begging for someone to share the same feelings about me given how successful I’ve been at life at my current age is sad. I appreciate what I’ve done and respect it puts me in a different class now.

I needed to take pride in myself, and my entire mind state has changed. I’m not sad, I’m not mad or even disappointed anymore. I’m ready to roll. Down near my goal weight again, almost in time for summer.

This mental + physical + financial change is going to be what I look back on 30 years from now and say was the turning point.

Oh with that, I’m done again. I might come back in some time to check up on people, but I really believe I’m recovering and on the road to legitimate happiness

Deuces till then

forgive me but I'd rather not answer that cause there's people in this thread that might get triggered

dont even think about that stuff bro but since you do use the images of your hurt family to not do something stupid like that

I know how hard it can get and how sometimes it's like ''I have nothing to lose'' or ''I lost everything already'' but trust God.....He knows better than anyone how much you're hurt and He knows the BEST way to heal you.........just be patient

Let’s gooo she be back this week we gonna do a goofy photo shoot

Yeah I can’t take it anymore, just gonna book a week long solo trip in the middle of May somewhere in the woods

It’s been a month with therapy.

But the last 3 weeks with a really good therapist.

I’m just thankful I have a healthy space to speak my heart

Not enjoying being alive.

Stay healthy everyone, we gon get through this one day ❤❤❤

Winter is so amazing I wish it was winter forever