Mental health is so important How's everyone doing?

Please shoot me if you ever see me in the street

I can't carry right now so that's not happening bud

guess your day wasnt too good. hopefully it gets better. you take your walk at what time? jk

Too much time to think

feel this tremendously.

gave up a 75k+ job last year cause i couldn’t handle feeling like i was living a double life. quiet dude that did what he was told at one place and complete opposite with my people. didn’t help that i was living alone at the time.

gave up financial freedom for freedom of expression i guess. if i was more confident back then i coulda had both. we are all works in progress tho.

maybe try to engage in activities that force you to get out of your comfort zone and reveal yourself more.

eventually i’ll leave the house!

Been high and drunk when I’m not at work for the past 5 days 👍🏿 Gonna do some shrooms on Monday

Just chose to buy weed over getting my hair cut 👍🏿 I don’t give a f*** how I look

Why was I not enough

Fighting demons and them niggas beating my ass

What do you mean why?

the stress of job hunting is finally getting to me was happy getting interviews in first place but no offer yet and its consumed every waking moment

I was drunk.
Why in a general sense. Why do i carry so much pain

I'm in Hell right now but I'll be out soon...

I use to drink alcohol everyday I think I have to stop I can hardly hold a beer down now a days. I get sick before I get buzzed. But man I smoke like a mofucker all day everyday.

It's a self defenses mechanism. But I feel like it does more damage people are s*** and there gonna let you down. But f*** it b enjoy the ride while you can. And imagine letting some cocksucker in your past rob you of potential relationships with awesome people. F*** that. But I get it. But it's still f*** that.

Don't people will like you for who you are and if they don't f*** them. We're all unique and we all have things to offer to this world. I live a crazy life I don't tell everyone everything about me but at the same time I don't give a f*** what anyone thinks. Those mofuckers arent paying my bills, insurance, rent etc.... And even if it's a boss or something I'll tell a mofucker to eat s*** real quick. You're awesome like im awesome and we all have our own swag don't let people take you out of character.

This I feel I was a sociay butterfly I would go to bars, festivals. I use to go on dates p frequently damn near weekly until I decided to date some c*** and broke up with her right when covid popped off. That b**** f***ed me up! I use to be a shark now I'm like a stupid fish out of water. I don't even know how someone falls off like this. I don't even like the idea of it. I've gotten laid in weird scenarios just like I use to when I was a borderline s***addict but it doesn't bring me any satisfaction like it use to anymore. Im thinking I'm gonna be this weird cat hermit but probably not because I do a lot of d****. 50-60 tops and that's with good f***ing luck. Which I think I might have because I'm still here.

Or I'll die at the hands of some c*** it's probably written in stone already. Here lies Soo Diff at the hands of _ c***! Smoker, Legend, Heartbreaker.

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F*** dmx

I don't know