Freedom

Aggghhhhh i feel so lost and stuck idk what to do

Is anyone here diagnosed bipolar, type I or II?

Ready to end it all

u wanna talk about it?

please don't do anything rash

Thinking therapy may help me in some way just still not sure about it

Do it.

i really hate life how can you eat healthy and exercise and still feel like s***

holy s*** i want to cease existence

I don’t mean to be abrasive but it’s just how I feel now tbh. I would hope you understand that a time gap like that changes people.

Alot goes on and ive lost alot, ive had to adapt. The Westbrook mentality never changed, I just had to learn not everything is worth it.

My friend(not super close circle but friend/someone I do business with) just killed themself
I went completely numb when I found out

I tried so hard to get him out of that hole bro we had so many great ideas but that disease that depression is will just defeat some people, he lost his best friend and since then it’s been a lose cause I think
Idk if y’all know s***ty sonny but that was my boys best friend and he killed himself

I’m f***ed up man I have to make sure our ideas come to life

i wanna do that too but my family would think im a weirdo

That’s on them fam. Trying to help yourself is not a crime and you shouldn’t be ostracized for it. Aint no one perfect and we all have different ways of conquering our problems.

i actually considered doing it earlier this month. Considered its free and anonymous it would be good. Just talking to someone about life would be cook instead of letting it out on my friends. I think it would be healthy i just feel like i aint got real problems like that so it would be a waste of time

Think I’ll get back on Zoloft and quinterapin.

Mood swings are to heavy, today all I had to do was meet with a friend and I almost couldn’t keep my body up.

I need some energy
I’ll run out of money in 1 1/2 year
F***

Only lonely