Relapsed man lmfao

F*** I hate myself but it feels good

I'm such an enemy to myself

Trouble sleeping and pointless fantasies keeping you up at night

its weird i tend to over think about the stupidest s*** before going to bed

Yepyepyepyepyep

Last night was my first night in weeks I knocked out.

Been having trouble sleeping

Third therapy session: Expressed my feelings of hurt and not feeling I'm good enough

I’ve woken up twice each night consistently for the past month, I think I relied on melatonin too much at the beginning. I’m hoping to feel that same way

I feel like im going crazy

feel like i just lost control idk how else to describe it

like a week after this til now is the second best i have ever felt idrk why

feels like it just peaked tho idk why maybe im psyching myself out

I still wake up 2-3 times a night. Might melatonin.

I hope we both find a peaceful sleeping schedule

I hope we both do as well

Sadness setting in again

Deadass had my dream in my hand and tossed it for love. I am the most goofy mfer ever. What a f***ing L dawg. Tryna get one back and keep both but they always say you can’t get your cake and eat it too

If I could just be home and by myself for life, that would be lit

Life outside is just brutal and sadness

Rather just be left alone to rot…

I was on that s*** for two weeks and the doctors think it caused me to have a seizure.

If you’re struggling I would suggesting trying to find a different medication

na we going down

I've tried escitalopram, sertraline, duloxetine, and now fluoxetine

Damn. I hope things get better