Thanks so much bro I appreciate the advice from you and others a lot. I know it’s very melancholic to say and very worst case scenario end game but I feel like I’m not going to meet “the one” now. The past couple of years I was 25-26 and just completed my undergrad degree, started my masters with the girl I thought I was going to get a place with and share a future together. Now I don’t feel like I’ll meet anyone. It’s not just because of how horrible that break up was I’ve had a few bad break ups in a row now. I’m coming to terms with the fact that I definitely pick rotten girls but it’s hard to not think it’s something to do with me. And that’s the worst part, my studies and career path (which is and has always been my main focus) are going well, but I’m an emotional guy and I love being in a relationship. It’s pathetic to not feel complete without a girlfriend and I know it is... especially at the age of 27 but we feel how we feel.

Need to be sedated erryday

Telling myself we were meant for one another because of how we met and our shared trauma was probably a mistake.

I hope you still think about me tho

Hits like a ton of bricks

Nobody ever been down for me at my lowest I don’t think. I’ve tried to be there for them.. Bruh why do I have to start my day like this

Naw people definitely met me at my low points tbh. Just none of them are around anymore, and that feels bad. They’re all gone :/

I don’t think I ever intended to use KTT as much ever again... But we don’t talk anymore and you soaked up a huge amount of my free time. Literal hours of talking to eachother about anything.

Replaced it with ktt I guess. I am not a fan of the trade off lol. My post count has tripled in a week..

Miss being able just to talk. I don’t really talk to anyone anymore, it’s been a week ya but who else will I hit up? Exactly.

Okay, I’m done.

I’m going back to my hiatus I’m done giving this anymore energy. I’ll occasionally post on my thread but this I’m not gonna go back down this road.

Thanks ktt for being here again ❤️

I cant really feel satisfaction anymore tbh. I've just realized little things that provide satisfaction just dont make me feel nothing anymore, like something as small as drinking a cup of cold water or taking a hot shower. Keep repressing my feelings, only thing that excites me anymore is p*** and d****, and saying excite is an over statement

I have nobody to hit up anymore which kinda sucks

I wish I had friends but no work or job pretty much means nowhere to make them

I feel you bro. You just gotta find a girl that really enjoys her work/studies as much as you do.

Your not perfect nor anybody on this planet. We all will expire one day and some people really want to make something of themselves career wise. I’m not saying you can’t have dinners or watch a movie together, but in certain moments of free time you gotta handle business.

Nothing wrong with that, but some people are on the opposite side of the spectrum. They want that relationship to lean on, for someone to be their rock consistently.

Just stay focused brother, I see a bright future for you man. The best relationship you might find might be in a few years, when most of the women your age that want their significant to be a rock for them are taken. You will probably have an easier time finding a woman who is more mature and 50/50 work and relationship.

I’m not sure if this is exactly your situation but that’s what I deducted

We will be here if you need to talk

Be patient man they will come in time

Thanks bruh bruh <3

Everything okay man? Still wanna talk?

Hey guys hope all is well.

My relationship is still rocky rn but I feel like we are moving in the right direction slowly.

I’m about 35-40% recovered from my knee surgery. Been doing a lot of reading / studying / writing lately as I lay in bed.

Gonna try to be more active in the thread more.

To anyone reading this that feels down or lonely or anything negative. Somebody out there loves you!! You are bigger then every negative thought your brain conceives!

Love and stay safe to you and your loved ones!!
-dotM

Tired of being a loner but idk nothing else

Why is it so hard for me to connect with people?

got some help but ty