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  • Nov 6, 2020

    We all love you @op especially the g&g mandem

    We’re here for you

  • Nov 6, 2020

    @op we don’t know each other, and idk how serious you are, but don’t do it.

    there’s so much life out there even if it seems like there isn’t. time heals all, and life has a way of opening up opportunity coming out of the darkest of circumstances.

    if you needa talk i’m sure any one of us would be willing to listen (me included)

  • Nov 6, 2020
    MZA

    yeah i got a p***star pregnant and we fell in love but then she died 3 months into the pregnancy and im lowkey traumatized so i abandoned it

  • Nov 6, 2020
    Pedro

    As in she had a miscarriage or the woman died as well? I'm so sorry bro thats f***ed up

    The way I read it sounds like the woman died

  • Nov 6, 2020
    MZA

    yeah i got a p***star pregnant and we fell in love but then she died 3 months into the pregnancy and im lowkey traumatized so i abandoned it

    Deadass!?

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    MZA

    yeah i got a p***star pregnant and we fell in love but then she died 3 months into the pregnancy and im lowkey traumatized so i abandoned it

    if this isnt cap

  • Nov 6, 2020

    Holy s***

  • Nov 6, 2020
    MZA

    yeah i got a p***star pregnant and we fell in love but then she died 3 months into the pregnancy and im lowkey traumatized so i abandoned it

    god damn

  • Nov 6, 2020
    PacInABusinessSuit

    You're going through something right now, and letting your demons have a chokehold on you. Talk to someone, anyone. Don't do this. You got too much to live for.

  • Nov 6, 2020
    MZA

    yeah i got a p***star pregnant and we fell in love but then she died 3 months into the pregnancy and im lowkey traumatized so i abandoned it

    Wow

  • Nov 6, 2020

    I call cap

  • Nov 6, 2020
    MZA

    yeah i got a p***star pregnant and we fell in love but then she died 3 months into the pregnancy and im lowkey traumatized so i abandoned it

    My God

  • Nov 6, 2020
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    ....man

  • Nov 6, 2020
    PacInABusinessSuit

    You're going through something right now, and letting your demons have a chokehold on you. Talk to someone, anyone. Don't do this. You got too much to live for.

  • Nov 6, 2020
    GloGod

    ....man

  • Nov 6, 2020

    Don't.

  • Nov 6, 2020
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    OP you got paid to sling d*** bro. Count them blessings.

    Every p**** experience I've had was a net loss to my bank in some form.

  • Litty

  • Nov 6, 2020
    space0cadet

    Praying for you. Keep your head up. Please take more time to think about this decision. Life is worth living.

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    MZA

    where can i buy a gun illegally im trying to kill myself

    u better strap up wit that self confidence instead fam cause u got a whole lotta possibilities ahead of you rather than this boring "I Quit" s***. f*** that. u gone make it thru whatever is gettin to u right now and really be glad u didn't end things.

    ~that being said this thread was also phrased comically so if u trolling: 'ha ha' ~

  • Nov 6, 2020
    Pusha P

    OP you got paid to sling d*** bro. Count them blessings.

    Every p**** experience I've had was a net loss to my bank in some form.

  • Nov 6, 2020
    MZA

    yeah i got a p***star pregnant and we fell in love but then she died 3 months into the pregnancy and im lowkey traumatized so i abandoned it

    yo im so sorry thats awful

  • Nov 6, 2020
    MZA

    where can i buy a gun illegally im trying to kill myself

    Hang in there bro I got this. Hmu if u need any one to talk to

  • OP
    Nov 6, 2020
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    bday is tomorrow so i think im gonna just do it then
    i cant find anyone to get a gun from but im probably just going to call the police and charge at them with a knife until they shoot me or i could get a groupon at the shooting range and just shoot myself with one of the rentals

    i used to feel broken before, but at least i had hope. ever since i got diagnosed with bipolar disorder and ptsd everything has just felt so hopeless. i got dependent on therapy and medication, yet i still knew it wasn't actually fixing me, just temporarily keeping me docile. i was fine living like that but it just got too expensive and thats when i started using p*** to fund my medication, but i was also using the s***as an escape and it became so conflicting. i tried joining the military and got kicked out, i can't hold down a job, my only friend recently cut me off and called me evil with no explanation. i can never tell when someone is hurt by something i've done, i feel very oblivious and numbed to everything and at this point, i don't see the point in going on. my school is spam calling me to check into their wellness center because my teachers even realize that im mentally deteriorating and i've been holding it off for weeks because i don’t want to talk to anyone about how i feel, it's just a waste of time and im tired. i don't even feel like i'm living for myself at this point, i just don't want to hurt my family. the only reason i haven't done this sooner is because they really do care about me and love me, which i appreciate but honestly it just makes me feel more depressed because no amount of love or support has ever really made me feel better. i don't want them to think they weren't enough for me, i just could never be enough for myself. this probably all sounds really selfish and idk why im even venting here but my mind is already made up, i don’t care what anyone thinks of me anymore

  • Nov 6, 2020

    ^

    I really want to say something to dissuade him but I lack the words, somebody please persuade OP we care bout him

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