We here for you bro

feel like blowing my brains out thank god i got therapy tomorrow

Don’t want to be alive anymore

Everyday I end up questioning myself and trying to justify why I get treated like s*** lol

Like what is wrong me with and why do I end up being the one who gets made fun of and take advantage of in any given social environment

Don’t want this life no more

Seeking psychiatric help was the absolute worst decision of my life

Bro you can’t let what other people do affect you. Especially when they don’t even know you. If people are you Giving s*** it says more about them than you. I know it sounds like I’m just trying to make you feel better.

I’m not, I don’t even know you. It could be from insecurity, it could be they’re trying to make their friends laugh or anything of the sort.

well maybe psychological help will work better for you

i am so f***ing lonely. haven't left the house in 2 weeks, have no reason to

Im not sure if im depressed or sick. Does that make sense?

There's been something really wrong with me this past week

Should I just straight tell my psychiatrist I think I have borderline personality disorder? I'm almost 100% sure I have it

tried telling mine but she aint wanna hear it

got fired so i only leave the house to go to school

what do i gotta do to be good enough for society

im still super down for her but it don’t matter lol.

yeah

i think most ppl think they are depressed but are not or they think they need pills to help them, yes i get everyone is depressed at some certain level but you gotta sometimes deal with it in a way self medicate i think a lot pf this generation thinks they need to always be happy and that is why they take anti depressants and stuff like that

feelin so lost

i wanna hold her

Being extorted , was gonna taper off this RC benzo but the stress is too much im in shambles

went outside to do shopping and nearly had a panic attack, felt gross, like everyone was staring at me.

finally got an appointment with a neuropsychiatrist to re-evaluate my autism diagnosis