It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society.

I love you

Love you too

Worst time rn, cant even get a hard-on no more. Im completely numb.

this trip was weird, i was like caught in between two planes, im kind of at peace and not

idek

thinking about her hurts so much, i want to mesh and become one with her being. i can’t even bring myself to text her

all this and s*** won’t even add me back on snap

the surreality

please sir, just one drop of serotonin 🙈

Health anxiety is such a b****

😞

Life is spiraling down hill very quick lost all my friends and have no motivation to even leave my crib :(

There's only one person keeping my life from falling apart. I'd be so lost without them.

Just wish I appreciated them more

I’ve been working out lately but idk why like me being fit and muscular won’t change s***

F***

Does anybody feels guilty of being sad

usually I don't be talking about depression or anxiety or being suicidal cuz I been thru all that and ik the difference between that and being just sad or upset

but my mind is back at the state where all I think about is how to plan my death, and I'm having anxiety attacks at work and in the car

this the first time s*** been like this in about 4 years and the people that pulled me out of that are part of the reason I'm feeling this way

s*** sucks and I really got nobody to talk to

Yeah man but you cant punish yourself for how you feel

really do feel like suicide is my destiny. been in my mind for five years now in some capacity, it's only a matter of time

feel like i cant tell anyone abt my mind state bc of my fear of being invalidated

escapism+self sabotage+rumination

just want everyone to leave me tf alone but also keep me in their thoughts and check up on me once in a while is that too much to ask for? lol

Stay up💙

Im so ed i forgot my grinder in my parents kitchen

Jesus mate