Feb 29, 2020·1 reply
potipotaI’ve been working out lately but idk why like me being fit and muscular won’t change s***
Me being skinny as s***.. Dont like it
Esspeially my long ass monkey arms
- Feb 29, 2020·3 replies
insomniajust want everyone to leave me tf alone but also keep me in their thoughts and check up on me once in a while is that too much to ask for? lol
True.. I don't have many friends, bit it seems to me I'm always asking how they're.. And all that s***
Would fe good to ask me how I'm doing and what I'm doing and s***
Feb 29, 2020AssmanMe being skinny as s***.. Dont like it
Esspeially my long ass monkey arms
Same
Feb 29, 2020AssmanTrue.. I don't have many friends, bit it seems to me I'm always asking how they're.. And all that s***
Would fe good to ask me how I'm doing and what I'm doing and s***
- Feb 29, 2020
never cried so much in my life
- Feb 29, 2020Assman
True.. I don't have many friends, bit it seems to me I'm always asking how they're.. And all that s***
Would fe good to ask me how I'm doing and what I'm doing and s***
R f***in T
Feb 29, 2020·editedOnly memories remain
- Feb 29, 2020
feel like trash
- Feb 29, 2020
i had two good days lol
- Feb 29, 2020·1 reply
depression this is not a phase
Feb 29, 2020·1 replyI have no relationship and my friendship feel like I’m not a priority or everyone’s too busy
I just don’t wanna feel alone
I feel like everything else is not important
- Feb 29, 2020Assman
True.. I don't have many friends, bit it seems to me I'm always asking how they're.. And all that s***
Would fe good to ask me how I'm doing and what I'm doing and s***
I relate
- Feb 29, 2020
I'm in a mode where I don't give a f*** anymore. I do things to help bring contentment but nothing is ever enough. I don't want to be with nobody. I just want to create till I f***ing die and not be bothered, although it's cute seeing couples n s***, I don't want to be apart of that anymore. Just leave me the hell alone and stay outta my black business.
- Mar 1, 2020
SERENITYusually I don't be talking about depression or anxiety or being suicidal cuz I been thru all that and ik the difference between that and being just sad or upset
but my mind is back at the state where all I think about is how to plan my death, and I'm having anxiety attacks at work and in the car
this the first time s*** been like this in about 4 years and the people that pulled me out of that are part of the reason I'm feeling this way
s*** sucks and I really got nobody to talk to
You can talk with me if you want
Mar 1, 2020·1 replyflizzyI have no relationship and my friendship feel like I’m not a priority or everyone’s too busy
I just don’t wanna feel alone
I feel like everything else is not important
happens to all of us here and there man. Some more frequent than others. You gotta get to the point where you value your time to yourself. Do s*** you like to do. And trust me relationships aren't what they're cracked up to be
PIMP 💿Mar 1, 2020Ignancedepression this is not a phase
ayeee nephew nsa 
- Mar 1, 2020Ignance
thinking about her hurts so much, i want to mesh and become one with her being. i can’t even bring myself to text her
all this and s*** won’t even add me back on snap
the surreality
I was at that spot trust me man giving the thoughts to her only gives the bad feelings you have more power. I remember the first time she f***ed me over I didn't feel like doing s***. I had constant anxiety and my stomach and literally had to force myself to eat. It's about realizing your worth and you don't need s*** but yourself. You'll be good hang in there bro. Keep yourself occupied doing s*** u love.
- Mar 1, 2020
DarkSpriteTake it day by day bro, trust me it will get easier after time. Live for for the small things in life like music and your favorite tv shows man; there's too much to miss out man. And find a new therapist asap, because talking it out always helps.
beautiful ^ this goes for anyone out there struggling great advice
Mar 1, 2020need to escape
PBS 🚶🏾♂️Mar 1, 2020if i had a way out there's no possible way i'd make it through the night lol
- Mar 1, 2020
I lost my heart and mind. I always try do right. I don't do right when I'm alone.
- Mar 1, 2020Triplesss
happens to all of us here and there man. Some more frequent than others. You gotta get to the point where you value your time to yourself. Do s*** you like to do. And trust me relationships aren't what they're cracked up to be
I have s*** to do when I’m alone but I wanna be more social
A lot of ppl have a girlfriend or a solid group of friends like it’s the obvious thing to have
It’s frustrating
Mar 1, 2020·editedpraying for a breakthrough within the next year.
i hate how broken i am
Mar 1, 2020Feel like everyone hates me
