Like how?

Wow this real, but why the messenger just gotta be one of the most toxic radio personalities to have ever existed

i have the second too, never suicidal but do think about life after death

That’s more philosophical. My meaning veers towards not having ever existed/having been better off not existing. I don’t really feel the worth of it all.

Which.. I guess you could still say is philosophical since that is kinda nihilistic.

Lol word but I believe his growth to be true

and he's exposing a lot of information and perspective to a lot of people who otherwise would look the other way, based on what I've seen sadly.

I'm all for the mental health/mental wealth rebrand

This video is so special. The Sunday morning I first watched this, I was just on the couch, locked there. Can't describe the feeling. Uneasy catharsis? Idk. Needless to say, shortly after, some of the uneasiness was justified.

RIP Mac. I know wherever you are you're with the best of em.

This song is amazing. The vocals sound like instruments and the beat is majestic.

and the part where he crawls on top of the dirt and the song switches up always hits close to home.

when I heard him say ''I got all the time in the world so for now I'm just chilling'' I thought ''shit, me too...but for how long?''

it's one of these songs where you can ignore everything and vibe to but at the same time very self-aware. it's weird I dunno

Yes that's my favorite part as well, even before the video.

That "I didn't know, I didn't know...I didn't know what I was missing" damn near made me cry because of the pinpoint accuracy. The somber acceptance in his voice. I know the feeling all too well.

Yup exactly. Most of Swimming has that vibe. Perfecto is another one. That transition to the outro gives me chills every time. Both outros are incredible, two of my favorite moments in music period.

Zane Lowe described Swimming perfectly but I forgot the exact quote, it was similar to yours. The album being very human and down to earth.

Swimming got me out of a hole, and the end of that video was such a perfect visualization of that process, for anyone it speaks to.

More important is, i'm kinda-sorta out the door but 😪

I'd love a doc or video bout mac's process on that album

something like the inertia vid

Same. I feel like there's a chance we could get one.

I love listening to the Jon Brion interview on Circles.

On the second thought I dont know how I'd feel about it tho

watching mac's interviews gets me in my feels and I dont want his death to be what I remember him for

I feel you, but I wouldn't look at it that way and I'm sure he wouldn't either.

It hurts, but but even on his darkest day, his energy is too bright, it overpowers the sadness for me. His death hurt more than some family members as sad as it is to say, but at the same time a lot of my smiles since then have been because of him.

I find it really hard to watch the Larry King interview though.

smh

what a beautiful post

Thank you brother

im so aloooneeeee

im so aloneeeeeeeddsf

I miss my grandma

i deserve everything that's ever happened to me it's my fault

Bad things can happen to good people tho

@Cats Printemps émeraude got me like

ODing on pills doesnt give you the peaceful sleepy death you might have in mind

there's delirium, discomfort, convulsions, alot of hurting yourself, vomit and it's generaly a very ugly way to die.

I've OD'd more times than I can count and I'd rather get hit by a car than od again.