I'm gonna die soon and it'll finally be what I want
Bro....don't talk like this 
We in this together fam, just hang in there
I'd say I was manic a few weeks ago when I stayed up for like 30 hours and planned to stay up for 40 and bought like 400 dollars worth of vinyl and a new pc. Idk if I'm still manic I think I'm more depressed now
Damn....that's wild
. What's your longest manic episode
I can't even talk no more. Pops can't even get to me now, coz everything feels so heavy. I don't wanna do nothing drastic, I've been sick and doctor can't diagnose what's wrong, think it's contributing to my mental state
How vivid was the trip for you ?
Extremely. Completely shifted my perception of reality.
If anyone would find value in a 5g mushroom trip report from me I'd be willing to make a thread on it. I did this last night for my mental health and I overall feel better for it.
i wrote up a 8g trip report in my phone notes.
i was in a dark place and you add idiocy into the mix and it spells insanity.
it is not recommended for anyone.
had a psychotic episode yesterday
I'm just trying to bounce back rn
do you like david lynch movies?
The worst part about depression is how it kills your motivation to want to make things better and makes it so easy to run to vices that only makes s*** worse.
I try to stay away from here but I end up getting bored and coming back
I just wanna stop being made to feel like crap all the time, sucks not having someone in your life that you feel comfortable talking about anything with, all some people wanna do is tear somebody down