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  • Updated Jul 6, 2020

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    don’t ask me why I haven’t already

    UPDATE: We couldn't talk face to face, when I went to her house she had left to visit her sister's place (she didn't know I was coming). So I texted her. Long paragraphs, lots of feelings. She told me she knows how toxic she is and that she's really been making strides to better herself and not continue her patterns. She said she had to do what she did (discard me) cause she realized she couldn't help the situation and it was better for the both of us that way. I told her how everything has affected so much I don't know if I'll ever be able to trust or love fully again. I really do believe that. Alll in all I think she was very mature throughout, she tried to explain things the best she could and acknowledge it's okay to feel the way I'm feeling.

    When I was driving back from her place (I started texting her when I got home), I'm not a hateful person but I had a lot of animosity built towards her, but that's died down a bit.

    The saddest part is that I said I envied how she is getting the better end of the stick. Cause she's happy in a new relationship, and she has someone that can at east help make it feel better--and i don't see myself being fully open with another girl for a very very long time.

    But oh well.
    It's all uphill from here boys

  • Why haven’t you already?

  • Jul 5, 2020
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    What behavior were they partaking in to make them toxic?

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    Is it a girl or a parent

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    Whats their address?

  • Jul 5, 2020
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    This not a self hate thread is it?

    If so dont do it OP

  • Jul 5, 2020

    good for you
    theres no way imma stop playing future but you do you

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    imdoinf

    What behavior were they partaking in to make them toxic?

    Gas lighting, not being accountable, very unstable emotionally, the list goes on I can’t even begin to tell you

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    air

    Is it a girl or a parent

    It’s a girl

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    gh0stman

    Whats their address?

    The United States

  • Jul 5, 2020

    You’re not cutting me off don’t lie to yourself. I’ll be waiting for that wyd text like always

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    imShy

    It’s a girl

    ur gf?

  • Jul 5, 2020
    Innocent

    This not a self hate thread is it?

    If so dont do it OP

    Great post

  • Jul 5, 2020
    imShy

    Gas lighting, not being accountable, very unstable emotionally, the list goes on I can’t even begin to tell you

    Yeah you don't need this s***. Run for the hills.

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    Is she hot

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    Did you f*** her ?

  • Jul 5, 2020

    I need to do the same idk if I’m strong enough

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    Can you put in a good word for me? I know she’s gonna be in the mood for a rebound

  • Gojira 🦖
    Jul 5, 2020

    did that 2 weeks ago

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    You Disappoint Me

    ur gf?

    My ex

  • Jul 5, 2020
    bebacksoon

    Is she hot

    Yeah she is pretty attractive

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    Seafarer

    Did you f*** her ?

    Many many times

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    Who? Why? How?

  • Jul 5, 2020
    imShy

    My ex

    will be a great decision