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don’t ask me why I haven’t already
UPDATE: We couldn't talk face to face, when I went to her house she had left to visit her sister's place (she didn't know I was coming). So I texted her. Long paragraphs, lots of feelings. She told me she knows how toxic she is and that she's really been making strides to better herself and not continue her patterns. She said she had to do what she did (discard me) cause she realized she couldn't help the situation and it was better for the both of us that way. I told her how everything has affected so much I don't know if I'll ever be able to trust or love fully again. I really do believe that. Alll in all I think she was very mature throughout, she tried to explain things the best she could and acknowledge it's okay to feel the way I'm feeling.
When I was driving back from her place (I started texting her when I got home), I'm not a hateful person but I had a lot of animosity built towards her, but that's died down a bit.
The saddest part is that I said I envied how she is getting the better end of the stick. Cause she's happy in a new relationship, and she has someone that can at east help make it feel better--and i don't see myself being fully open with another girl for a very very long time.
But oh well.
It's all uphill from here boys
What behavior were they partaking in to make them toxic?
Gas lighting, not being accountable, very unstable emotionally, the list goes on I can’t even begin to tell you
You’re not cutting me off don’t lie to yourself. I’ll be waiting for that wyd text like always
Gas lighting, not being accountable, very unstable emotionally, the list goes on I can’t even begin to tell you
Yeah you don't need this s***. Run for the hills.
Can you put in a good word for me? I know she’s gonna be in the mood for a rebound
did that 2 weeks ago