Bullshit maybe to you.

Don't ever do hard d**** you'll be f***ed f***ed.

Rehab for weed

It doesn't ever get easier for me it's doable I done it before but I f***ing hate being sober s*** is wack af

I just get depressed and suicidal again. I can quit for like a month and I'll be happy like yay I'm sober this is awesome. And then a couple days layer im depressed I hate life there's a bully in my head that won't shut the f*** up and he never goes away he just talks s*** all day about me. I'm not normal I got ADHD, ocd, PTSD I'm f***ed I'll probably do d**** forever.

The withdrawals are a f***ing joke tho. Withdrawals from X****, dog food, coke, meth, and alcohol. Those are real withdrawals. That weed s*** is all mental sure sometimes you cant sleep without it or eat but compared to that s*** it's child play and easy to kick. Weed is insidious tho it causes damage most about time and money wasted. But I'll take that s*** over wanting to kill myself and bring depressed 24/7

yeah i never will lmao

it's a blessing that i don't really f*** with liquor much either

Well it's difficult because all my problems evaporate after the first cough

Straight up. I drink very lil. But I seen people going thru it and it's probably one of the worst ones to go thru they give you Valium and s*** to ween you off you can die from the withdrawals. If you expirement long enough you'll find a d*** test you're predisposed to love. Stick to weed my guy

imma just stick to myself

S*** more power to you. Im p sure I'll do some kind of d*** forever. And Im okay with weed it's probably the least problematic bad habit I have.

this s*** cant continue into my 30s man...

i cant keep letting myself get away with it...

Nah my life is much better than when i smoked

Why dont you accept you like smoking weed and try to ration it? Or is that not possible?

i have tried moderation/rationing and it doesnt work i always end up high sunrise to sunset.

and i dont even really like it anymore. its just such a habit for coping with stress. but i gotta quit with the bullshit I keep telling myself that convinces me its not a problem. i really want to finally move past this d*** use man

I have quite a dependency

It’s to the point where I get sad when I don’t smoke

I would like to turn it into more of a ceremonial thing instead of an everyday thing

But it’s hard

I had a couple bad episodes while high which made it easier to quit tbh
I also vowed to quit cigarettes and i knew that if i smoked anything i’d fall back on the cigs.

Im glad i stopped enjoying weed relatively early. But im fake alcoholic now lmao

boy aint it

im coming to the realization that i might not ever be able to responsibly use it. its really not even bringing me any joy any more but I keep coming back like some kind of idiot

same
but I can't because I have no f***ing friends so I can't pass the time outside too much so I stay inside most of the day and it's really cozy to get high inside your own house

dam i want a bad high if that helps lol

i am actually seeing if any of my friends got shrooms cuz ive heard that people have better experiences using those to help quit an addiction versus lsd

wym fake alcoholic tho lol? luckily i dont think ill ever have a problem with alcohol, i just don't ever find myself craving it. very easy to go weeks without a sip.

hmmmm. yea i've kinda just accepted it at this point. im not AM-PM M-F but once i get home from work at like 7pm first thing im doing is gettin zapped. weekends as well yea AM-PM i am prolly a little fried lol.

I dont know if you do bro
I had a damn near psychotic high after smoking near a busy train station a couple days after going hard on molly. Very scary stuff. TBH it was very psychedelic and it did help me realize some things about myself that were bothering me so it wasnt all bad.

I mean like i drink multiple days a week usually but always ‘socially’. IDK if im a alcoholic or not because my social life revolves around alcohol so i never go long periods of time without it. I also work at a bar

But yeah man, my roommate struggled with the same thing you did and it was f***ing up his studies. The guilt after relapsing and the anxiety around whether or not to give in actually made the addiction worse.

Sorry for the long post, just saying that i empathize with you and keep trying new methods to deal with this! Whatever works is good

having a really hard time with this lol once i started doin it everyday it just became such a habit

whyd i put myself in this spot

I’ve cut back to half a gram a day and much happier for it. I’m convinced things will be even better off it completely but I just can’t seem to make that final cut with it I’ve been smoking daily for so many years

I know for a fact that s***s making my ocd worse but can’t seem to drop it completely