ghosting 🔫Dec 20, 2022
WHaaaTI know for a fact that s***s making my ocd worse but can’t seem to drop it completely
Dec 20, 2022About to go buy weed then cook good and get drunk
plants 🌻OPDec 20, 2022
rather lateI dont know if you do bro
I had a damn near psychotic high after smoking near a busy train station a couple days after going hard on molly. Very scary stuff. TBH it was very psychedelic and it did help me realize some things about myself that were bothering me so it wasnt all bad.I mean like i drink multiple days a week usually but always ‘socially’. IDK if im a alcoholic or not because my social life revolves around alcohol so i never go long periods of time without it. I also work at a bar
But yeah man, my roommate struggled with the same thing you did and it was f***ing up his studies. The guilt after relapsing and the anxiety around whether or not to give in actually made the addiction worse.
Sorry for the long post, just saying that i empathize with you and keep trying new methods to deal with this! Whatever works is good
nah thanks for the post man i appreciate it
gonna keep trying day after day, that's really all anyone can do
Dec 20, 2022
AK FreshI would like to turn it into more of a ceremonial thing instead of an everyday thing
But it’s hard
i smoke every weekend and pause during the week, s*** is fire i highly recommend
- Dec 20, 2022·1 replyplants
dam i want a bad high if that helps lol
i am actually seeing if any of my friends got shrooms cuz ive heard that people have better experiences using those to help quit an addiction versus lsd
wym fake alcoholic tho lol? luckily i dont think ill ever have a problem with alcohol, i just don't ever find myself craving it. very easy to go weeks without a sip.
no bs i think those bad highs really help because before that i used to smoke everyday, now it’s just on weekends and i feel so much better
i’m not wishing you a bad high, but
i felt like weed made me way too unproductive and anxious at times. then i realized it was bcz i wasn’t getting s*** done while high. so now when i get my ass back home on friday (after fulfilling all my duties), i spark one up and relax. the high is so much better like that for me
hope this helps
Dec 21, 2022op just addicted to air
Dec 21, 2022Y’all gotta make sure you’re staying hydrated throughout smoking and your respiratory system is in good condition.
- plants 🌻OPDec 21, 2022·1 replyFOREVA
no bs i think those bad highs really help because before that i used to smoke everyday, now it’s just on weekends and i feel so much better
i’m not wishing you a bad high, but
i felt like weed made me way too unproductive and anxious at times. then i realized it was bcz i wasn’t getting s*** done while high. so now when i get my ass back home on friday (after fulfilling all my duties), i spark one up and relax. the high is so much better like that for me
hope this helps
ye ive tried the whole productive first thing but it always devolves into daily sunrise to sunset smoking
I'm too old for this s***
Dec 21, 2022·1 replyplantsye ive tried the whole productive first thing but it always devolves into daily sunrise to sunset smoking
I'm too old for this s***
I struggled with the same thing for years and I believe the sad reality is that people like you and I just shouldn’t smoke weed. There is no “casual” or “part time” amount that we can smoke because it’ll eventually turn back into that regular, complacent, lazy cycle that I’m sure you’ve experienced too many times to count.
It sucks because I truly believe it can be a beautiful thing but the sooner you come to grips with the fact that you’ll probably live a much more fulfilling life if you just abstain completely the better
Dec 21, 2022·1 replyI was a daily smoker from 19-20ish, for me it was as simple as realizing I was a hollow version of myself both while smoking, and the “hangover” that ensued. As if I was observing myself instead of being myself, if that makes sense. I stopped then and there and probably average two puffs a year maximum. I smoked cbd every other day when I was22-23, maybe that helped “ease off” although I don’t believe I was addicted considering I never have any cravings or reminisce the good ol days or anything like that
Dec 21, 2022WHaaaTI know for a fact that s***s making my ocd worse but can’t seem to drop it completely
read this as COD and was like yea 100% lol i’m so much worse at video games when i’m baked
- plants 🌻OPDec 21, 2022·2 repliesDS2
I struggled with the same thing for years and I believe the sad reality is that people like you and I just shouldn’t smoke weed. There is no “casual” or “part time” amount that we can smoke because it’ll eventually turn back into that regular, complacent, lazy cycle that I’m sure you’ve experienced too many times to count.
It sucks because I truly believe it can be a beautiful thing but the sooner you come to grips with the fact that you’ll probably live a much more fulfilling life if you just abstain completely the better
thats what im coming to grips with
the hardest part of quitting rn is that it is on me 100% to not smoke now that its legal
Ive gone months, even over a year previously without smoking at all. I was thriving. But it was because it was illegal and I just deleted my dealers numbers and told my friends not to hook me up
but now with a f***ing dispo every 10 blocks...
- plants 🌻OPDec 21, 2022Malakas
I was a daily smoker from 19-20ish, for me it was as simple as realizing I was a hollow version of myself both while smoking, and the “hangover” that ensued. As if I was observing myself instead of being myself, if that makes sense. I stopped then and there and probably average two puffs a year maximum. I smoked cbd every other day when I was22-23, maybe that helped “ease off” although I don’t believe I was addicted considering I never have any cravings or reminisce the good ol days or anything like that
tryna have this breakthrough
- Dec 21, 2022·edited·1 replyplants
thats what im coming to grips with
the hardest part of quitting rn is that it is on me 100% to not smoke now that its legal
Ive gone months, even over a year previously without smoking at all. I was thriving. But it was because it was illegal and I just deleted my dealers numbers and told my friends not to hook me up
but now with a f***ing dispo every 10 blocks...
I feel you man, I’m in Canada where likewise there is a shop on every other damn block haha. Like others have mentioned there are other products that contain the other cannabinoids (minus THC) that you might want to look into, still lots of positive and therapeutic benefits without all of the other problems that come with thc
I’m not sure if this brand is available where you like but Monjour Bare makes a line of fantastic gummies that have varying ratios of CBD:CBG:CBN, I would recommend trying those out if you’d like to go that route.
Best of luck man, we really did ourselves a disservice by smoking so heavily and likely causing some degree of damage to our developing brains but our stories aren’t written yet, now that we’re adults it’s up to us to do the right thing for the health and happiness of not only ourselves but those around us❤️I don’t want to make assumptions but I have faith that making these changes will allow you to be a better friend, partner, son.
Dec 21, 20222 months sober from weed
First few weeks are a b****, but after then it’s cool
- plants 🌻OPDec 21, 2022DS2· edited
I feel you man, I’m in Canada where likewise there is a shop on every other damn block haha. Like others have mentioned there are other products that contain the other cannabinoids (minus THC) that you might want to look into, still lots of positive and therapeutic benefits without all of the other problems that come with thc
I’m not sure if this brand is available where you like but Monjour Bare makes a line of fantastic gummies that have varying ratios of CBD:CBG:CBN, I would recommend trying those out if you’d like to go that route.
Best of luck man, we really did ourselves a disservice by smoking so heavily and likely causing some degree of damage to our developing brains but our stories aren’t written yet, now that we’re adults it’s up to us to do the right thing for the health and happiness of not only ourselves but those around us❤️I don’t want to make assumptions but I have faith that making these changes will allow you to be a better friend, partner, son.
that last paragraph really hittin man thank you
- Dec 21, 2022plants
thats what im coming to grips with
the hardest part of quitting rn is that it is on me 100% to not smoke now that its legal
Ive gone months, even over a year previously without smoking at all. I was thriving. But it was because it was illegal and I just deleted my dealers numbers and told my friends not to hook me up
but now with a f***ing dispo every 10 blocks...
There’s a dispo like 2 mins away from me it’s horrible bro
- Dec 21, 2022
I did abstain from smoking for 1/4 of this year tho 🙏
Dec 21, 2022I stopped smoking shortly after getting COVID and I do feel much better. More grounded & present. Also you know, it’s one less thing I have to spend money on and maybe now my lungs will have a better chance 😭😂
Dec 21, 2022·1 replyWhen it's around me yes. As soon as I get rid of it I don't wanna buy any more because I see it as a waste
Dec 21, 2022·editedYeah
I’m convinced the dispensary weed is made to be more addictive somehow. Dispensaries opened here right before the pandemic and pandemic probably made my addictions worse but I swear I will have full on withdrawals from weed in a way i never did before it was legal, no matter how heavy I smoked
I also feel like I had mild potential ADHD that weed brought out way worse
Dec 21, 2022·editedtaking a hit @6:30am and working out was the best morning i’ve had in years a couple of days ago ngl
delta 8 btw which is definitely why i don’t feel any thc hangover later in the day
Dec 21, 2022plantsboy aint it
im coming to the realization that i might not ever be able to responsibly use it. its really not even bringing me any joy any more but I keep coming back like some kind of idiot
Starting to realize the same thing. Plenty of people can have a productive, healthy relationship with weed. Unfortunately, I'm just not one of those people
- Dec 21, 2022
Do you know how many times my New Years Resolution has been to quit weed and yet here we are again
