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  • May 3, 2021
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    Emery Atreides

    thanks for the advice.

    any psychiatrist you go to is going to push pills on you. I had to take em because life felt unreal and i was having grandiose delusions. If you can stay away please do.

  • May 3, 2021
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    Dry Van

    any psychiatrist you go to is going to push pills on you. I had to take em because life felt unreal and i was having grandiose delusions. If you can stay away please do.

    f*** man, alright.

    I don’t have any delusions, i just feel like my mood swings are f***ing spiraling everywhere and i feel so f***ing numb a lot of the time.

  • May 3, 2021
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    Emery Atreides

    f*** man, alright.

    I don’t have any delusions, i just feel like my mood swings are f***ing spiraling everywhere and i feel so f***ing numb a lot of the time.

    ive been feeling numb these past few months as well man. Just gotta power thru it. life's weird

  • May 3, 2021
    Dry Van

    ive been feeling numb these past few months as well man. Just gotta power thru it. life's weird

    Ok ima see what i can do about it

  • May 3, 2021
    KingGhidorah

    I’ve lost 3 close homies due to having an episode late last year and I haven’t been able to forgive myself for it.

    one day you will, please trust me on this one.

  • May 3, 2021
    Emery Atreides

    f*** man, alright.

    I don’t have any delusions, i just feel like my mood swings are f***ing spiraling everywhere and i feel so f***ing numb a lot of the time.

    I got on lexapro and all that s*** stopped

  • May 3, 2021

    Just talk to a doctor

  • May 3, 2021
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    Come to think, I low key got these symptoms as well to a certain extent.

    Hmmm

  • May 3, 2021
    TragedyBerlusconi

    Go see someone. Dont self diagnose

  • May 3, 2021
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    Emery Atreides
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    ”Behavioral: antisocial behavior, compulsive behavior, hostility, impulsivity, irritability, risk taking behaviors, self-destructive behavior, self-harm, social isolation, or lack of restraint
    Mood: anger, anxiety, general discontent, guilt, loneliness, mood swings, or sadness
    Psychological: depression, distorted self-image, grandiosity, or narcissism
    Also common: thoughts of suicide”

    I think i check the box for almost everything listed above besides self-harm, grandiosity, and narcissism.

    I generally feel this has only gotten worse over time and i don’t feel comfortable talking to almost anyone about it because i feel like i just impact people negatively around me.

    According to the DSM-5, those high and low periods have to last at least 2 weeks at a time each for diagnosis. There are also BPD1 and BPD2, with the difference being that one only reaches one extreme but not the other (mania, no depression or depression, no mania). But like the first reply said, please go see someone and don't base it on symptoms you read online.

  • May 3, 2021
    GhostDeini718

    Come to think, I low key got these symptoms as well to a certain extent.

    Hmmm

    damn sorry man

  • May 27, 2021

    I lost yet another friend. I can’t do this anymore, this is way too f***ing hard

  • May 27, 2021
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    Damn OP I'm dealing with other mental issues but this s*** is tough as f***. It's crazy how your brain can affect how you live. Even when you understand your problems, you're still a slave to whatever plagues your brain. F*** this s***

  • May 27, 2021
    GOATEater

    Damn OP I'm dealing with other mental issues but this s*** is tough as f***. It's crazy how your brain can affect how you live. Even when you understand your problems, you're still a slave to whatever plagues your brain. F*** this s***

    I just want it to all stop

  • May 28, 2021
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    thinking about checking into a hospital this weekend. It’s getting worse and worse

  • May 28, 2021
    Emery Atreides

    thinking about checking into a hospital this weekend. It’s getting worse and worse

    Definitely. Good luck to you. Find peace of mind

    I have many of those symptoms but BPD is not on my formal diagnosis

  • May 28, 2021
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    Man I feel this.

    It's a slow battle for me.

    But for me it gets better on step at a time.

    I also feel that need to be honest, but that doesn't really bother me, I've learned it just caused me to surround myself with people who I can be honest with.

    I think there are different bounds that exist when in various situations.

    I found one thing that really gets me out of my slump is putting my phone away and journaling.

    But it sounds like your could really benefit from professional help and im glad you are seeking that out

  • May 28, 2021
    imdoinf

    I think I have bpd too I've taken tests multiple times and it always says sever bpd
    My sister was diagnosed with it too

    Or bipolar maybe

  • May 28, 2021
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    Emery Atreides

    thinking about checking into a hospital this weekend. It’s getting worse and worse

    You should if you feel the need to, that is strong of you. I've done it before it was a big wake up call for me
    I hope you get the help you need

  • May 28, 2021
    Marrttyyy

    Man I feel this.

    It's a slow battle for me.

    But for me it gets better on step at a time.

    I also feel that need to be honest, but that doesn't really bother me, I've learned it just caused me to surround myself with people who I can be honest with.

    I think there are different bounds that exist when in various situations.

    I found one thing that really gets me out of my slump is putting my phone away and journaling.

    But it sounds like your could really benefit from professional help and im glad you are seeking that out

    I feel justified in a lot of my previous friendships but also know that i am a part of the problem.

    I think being honest with people has hurt me more then helped me in this struggle

  • May 28, 2021
    imdoinf

    You should if you feel the need to, that is strong of you. I've done it before it was a big wake up call for me
    I hope you get the help you need

    Thank you

  • Jun 7, 2021

    so my official diagnosis as a kid was pervasive developmental disorder.

    DSM-IV specifically

    parental separation, maternal abandonment, social difficulty and academic difficulty are noted in the psychology evaluation at that time.

  • Jun 11, 2021
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    There’s not a single day that passes by where i don’t want to die now.

  • Jun 11, 2021
    Emery Atreides

    There’s not a single day that passes by where i don’t want to die now.

    Im sorry bro

  • Jun 11, 2021
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    you on meds?