grandiose delusions are complicating too, who decides what is "grandiose"

The people with grandiose delusions.

Complicating lol

I have a schizophrenic mother so I have familiarity here

can you stop, i never said anything close to this.

Damn I relate to everything in op but I’m not BPD for sure

Bruh

Yeah you right

In fairness, I live in europe so my perception may be different

It’s hard to know cause it could be wildly different things with the same sort of symptoms

I don’t think anything is wrong with me/us

Those are all normal human emotions, not necessarily healthy ones, but valid. I’m trying not to be so self destructive and sabotaging.

I’ve also been feeling suicidal but sometimes I feel that I should give myself more time

Shouldn’t diagnose yourself over the internet and go see a psychiatrist my guy..not trying to be rude but if you need help get it

Why is it hard?

Being able to afford a doctor or psychiatrist that can diagnose you is a problem in itself. It’s very common that doctors will overlook things or ignore things you mention and not give you proper diagnosis

I am aware of that

On the other hand it’s important not to jump to conclusions and potentially misdiagnose someone

Okay got a psychiatrist appointment on July 12th, feels good

Sending much love to you bro

I also relate to most of the symptoms in OP (i don't self harm either tho, just like you)

Been diagnosed with depression for years now, had a lot of different forms of therapy and still have very self destructive behavior/feelings

I hate myself on some days, and hate the world at those moments also. But then again there's plenty to enjoy in this life too and i know i'm a good person at heart as well

Just want to remind you that there's no worth in really putting a label on yourself bro. Maybe it helps a little bit for knowing what direction to take in terms of therapy and help. But that's about it really

So many people have different mental health issues, we're sadly but also luckily not the only people that have to deal with this

Wish you all the best and please reach out if you would ever feel the need to, it helps for me to vent to strangers sometimes

Sorry for the wall of text, hope all goes well for you

nah for sure, thank you.

This kinda of positive input is definitely helpful.

I’ve been in a rough spot for a while and i need help.

So i’m getting it and i wish none of this on anyone, i hope you’re good as well fam.

All love

Doing really bad in some spots still but slowly making progress! Finally having therapy right now that i'm actually sticking with and is giving me helpful insight

Not every day is gonna be a good one but we'll get there eventually bro

I have complete trust in you fam, just do right by yourself aight king

got it appreciate it.

Good luck

I wasn’t confident on whether or not i should get meds but i think i probably will 🤔

Hey f***-head, if you’re still stalking my forum posts…. read this

Weaponizing my maternal abandonment trauma, telling me to hang myself, mocking my own brother’s overdoses, telling me my own mother should have assaulted me more as a kid.

weaponizing my f***ing age, weight, past music, past goofy video to ridicule me, attacking my own speculation on MY OWN Mental Health

You’re f***ing scum, I hope you know this.

F*** you and the entire community that stands with you, you piece of disgusting filth.

Had to get that out.

I’m just ready for July 12th man, this f***ing s*** has been exhausting and this wait has been agonizing

3:29 - 4:29 of the first video is exactly what i go through never knew how to describe that cycle i experience, but thats exactly how it happens for me

I’m sorry man, that sounds awful.

It happens to me as well.